<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215</id><updated>2011-04-22T05:35:07.165+08:00</updated><category term='i still =)'/><category term='holidays sucks big time'/><category term='i love you rockstar ♥'/><category term='i love you ♥'/><category term='do not label me'/><category term='iloveyou'/><category term='i love you still'/><title type='text'>-ira</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>66</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-7143639509140882102</id><published>2008-01-09T15:25:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-01-09T15:31:58.737+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://eyes-onyou.blogspot.com/"&gt;http://eyes-onyou.blogspot.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;relink if you wish :]&lt;br /&gt;private blog, btw. will decide when to put it as public.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for those who didn't get any invite,&lt;br /&gt;well sorry yea. but keep looking here for more updates :)&lt;br /&gt;right now, i'll just use this blog for short post only.&lt;br /&gt;and yea, sorry if i keep forgetting to relink all of you.&lt;br /&gt;-laughs&lt;br /&gt;and in eyes-onyou, i did not link anyone. lazy =p&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a lil piece of update :&lt;br /&gt;i kinda like my sec 3 class already. i mean, when im bored.&lt;br /&gt;they're nice to argue with. HAHAHA.&lt;br /&gt;tsk2. dick laa. -_-&lt;br /&gt;and today i went for blood test.&lt;br /&gt;something embarrassing happened before that.&lt;br /&gt;will not tell here uh :p  heh.&lt;br /&gt;grr. this sat got 2-5 '07 gathering, bbq.&lt;br /&gt;i scared i got tuition.. gah most probably have uh.&lt;br /&gt;cant go. wtf.    i miss ya francis! and ex-classmates!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kay. i shan't go on anymore. needa update the other blog :P&lt;br /&gt;ciiiiiaaaaaaoooooo ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ira(:&lt;br /&gt;3:30PM , 9 Jan o8&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-7143639509140882102?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/7143639509140882102/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=7143639509140882102' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7143639509140882102'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7143639509140882102'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2008/01/httpeyes-onyou.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3699856584555836021</id><published>2007-12-27T08:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-12-27T08:43:14.387+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>heyyyyyy =D&lt;br /&gt;a few nights back, on the 23rd,&lt;br /&gt;i was back from indon :D&lt;br /&gt;anyone misses me?  hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kay, the past week has been great.&lt;br /&gt;finally, i own a mp4 :DDDDDDDD&lt;br /&gt;and bought converse sch shoes. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;kay, that's the happy news.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sad news.. err. all from habbo, wth.&lt;br /&gt;really quitting soon uh. but will end up coming back -.-&lt;br /&gt;but yes, finally, i've closed chapter with _____&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; i burnt it away.&lt;br /&gt;as i opened a new chapter :)&lt;br /&gt;with ______ :p&lt;br /&gt;husna, it's not 15% or 51% anymore.&lt;br /&gt;moved up to 81% :DDDDDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, i'm happy. HAHAHA.&lt;br /&gt;dalph, let's mad &gt;:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s hopefully today can go bugis with husna and anisah.&lt;br /&gt;and maybe aisyah? :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;8:42am, 27th dec o7&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3699856584555836021?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3699856584555836021/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3699856584555836021' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3699856584555836021'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3699856584555836021'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/12/heyyyyyy-d-few-nights-back-on-23rd-i.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6335586391121410673</id><published>2007-12-10T16:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-12-10T16:49:00.939+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;i updated for dalph's sake.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;HAHAHAHA.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;anyway, it seems dead. so i might as well revive it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;well anyways, life nowadays seem so.. unlucky.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;bad omens along the way.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i've to admit. life is full of ups and downs.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;however, enjoy while you can.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;dont let anything get in your way.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ooh, enough of that.&lt;br /&gt;a screenshot from habbo :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;again. hehe&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z7fI2Jd4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/sRzT-QkNrKc/s1600-h/hahhhhh.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5142261386919376770" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z7fI2Jd4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/sRzT-QkNrKc/s320/hahhhhh.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahhhhh. i so love this la :DDDDD &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;♥&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z8WI2Jd5I/AAAAAAAAADE/nnL7LuAQvHY/s1600-h/lol..jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5142262331812181906" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z8WI2Jd5I/AAAAAAAAADE/nnL7LuAQvHY/s320/lol..jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z7fI2Jd4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/sRzT-QkNrKc/s1600-h/hahhhhh.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;they are so loved :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;except that, dalph ahma become ghost. HAHAHAHA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;anyway hus, i love you so much gf.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i wanna be there for you, wanna be your shoulder to cry on.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;love you &lt;3&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and i love my monyet too. haha ^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;-ira&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;10dec07, 4:47PM&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6335586391121410673?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6335586391121410673/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6335586391121410673' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6335586391121410673'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6335586391121410673'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/12/hello.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/R1z7fI2Jd4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/sRzT-QkNrKc/s72-c/hahhhhh.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-20566108336634956</id><published>2007-11-25T13:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-25T13:28:23.791+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i guess i shall complain everything here.&lt;br /&gt;life's been such a fucking whore.&lt;br /&gt;i think i'm beginning to hate myself more.&lt;br /&gt;ughh, kay. i'll try my best to spill everything here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one fine day, a friend of yours&lt;br /&gt;laughed at you because of typo error.&lt;br /&gt;okay, thats fine. but, why must ask what&lt;br /&gt;the new word means?&lt;br /&gt;since he's joking, it's my turn to joke, right?&lt;br /&gt;so i said, "eff yourself upside down,inside out laa"&lt;br /&gt;and blah3, he's mad at me now.&lt;br /&gt;like oh? i thought i was the only sensitive one around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and last night, conf was on.&lt;br /&gt;he was the one pestering me to on conf.&lt;br /&gt;so i said, okay.&lt;br /&gt;i waited. and waited. and waited.&lt;br /&gt;at last, he msged me..&lt;br /&gt;but to my suprise.. this is his message.&lt;br /&gt;"Cb. aku malas ah nk masok. malas. bye ah. bye. BYE AH!"&lt;br /&gt;LIKE WTF DID I DO?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks alot okay, for being so offensive.&lt;br /&gt;thanks alot okay, for making me cry twice in a few days.&lt;br /&gt;wow, really. i saved you from being known&lt;br /&gt;to my bf. or else you watch out ah. =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and then, in habbo.&lt;br /&gt;he always send msgs through console to other people.&lt;br /&gt;including myself, saying something about friendship.&lt;br /&gt;or what shit. AND ITS ALL HINTING ABOUT ME!&lt;br /&gt;since when i ever do that to you?&lt;br /&gt;oh please, grow up okay.&lt;br /&gt;i mean, if you're not happy with me.&lt;br /&gt;please tell me, so that we can talk it over nicely.&lt;br /&gt;not like, "ira." what? "nvm."&lt;br /&gt;THAT'S SUPER LAME OKAY.&lt;br /&gt;like, how am i gonna settle things,&lt;br /&gt;if i don't know the infos? -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay, enough. i stopped all my tears.&lt;br /&gt;i must be strong.&lt;br /&gt;daa.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-20566108336634956?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/20566108336634956/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=20566108336634956' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/20566108336634956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/20566108336634956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/11/i-guess-i-shall-complain-everything.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-43108839777069058</id><published>2007-11-20T13:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-20T13:28:43.918+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey..time for an update..&lt;br /&gt;wahaha. updated the links :D&lt;br /&gt;to all, thanks for tagging, and yea, linked :D&lt;br /&gt;there seems to be more and more habbos!&lt;br /&gt;haha.&lt;br /&gt;well, this week, im having my religious school exams.&lt;br /&gt;im just aiming for err.. 2-3 As? out of 5.&lt;br /&gt;hahaha. and hoping to get 380/500 and above&lt;br /&gt;^^&lt;br /&gt;well, nothing much to say though.&lt;br /&gt;bye :D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-43108839777069058?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/43108839777069058/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=43108839777069058' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/43108839777069058'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/43108839777069058'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/11/hey.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3316254490361658924</id><published>2007-11-09T22:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-09T22:56:53.081+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hmm. so yea, hello everyone.&lt;br /&gt;nothing much to say, but&lt;br /&gt;i've just updated the links, and now i want to post.&lt;br /&gt;hmm. so i ended up with 3-9, the second class.&lt;br /&gt;well, i'm alright with it, really.&lt;br /&gt;here are the subjects :&lt;br /&gt;compulsory -  eng, E math, mly, social studies,&lt;br /&gt;the rest, hist elective, pure geog, A math, phy/chem&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so it's a total of 7 subjects..i will work hard for it..&lt;br /&gt;no matter what, i'll not let anything be in the way =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;alright, i miss him so much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;thanks for accompanying me just now syg!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i realise that, the more i think of you, the more this feeling grew.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;you musn't let me down okay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss hugging you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i just miss... you. alot. really.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i love you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;2novo7  x3  - our love story started.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;xoxo,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;-ira aka marla&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;marla love adit! =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;haha. end =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9 nov 07  10:56pm.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3316254490361658924?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3316254490361658924/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3316254490361658924' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3316254490361658924'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3316254490361658924'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/11/hmm.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5235289367465393032</id><published>2007-11-02T09:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-02T09:35:17.414+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>heyyyyyyy (:&lt;br /&gt;omgosh. it's already friday.&lt;br /&gt;like what the heck? okay. that's fast&lt;br /&gt;next friday, streaming results.&lt;br /&gt;will determine which class you're going to,&lt;br /&gt;hmm. i'm just hoping for the best&lt;br /&gt;it's alright if i don't get double pure sci,&lt;br /&gt;i can always go 3-8 (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm. updated my links :D&lt;br /&gt;heh. i love my habbo friends x3&lt;br /&gt;wahaha. elenia is loveeeeeeee (:&lt;br /&gt;wahaha.&lt;br /&gt;hmm, first week of holiday just passed like that,&lt;br /&gt;wow. okay. i haven't really start on any homework&lt;br /&gt;i only touched acelearn ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;argh. nothing much to say,&lt;br /&gt;except the fact that i'm bored.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; the holidays are the worse thing ever.&lt;br /&gt;no, really. yea, i do need a break.&lt;br /&gt;but, the boredomness is killing me.&lt;br /&gt;ugh, someone. please ask me out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TWO FIVEEEEE, OH SEVEN!&lt;br /&gt;when's the outing?!&lt;br /&gt;i want to see joanna before she go!&lt;br /&gt;LOL.&lt;br /&gt;let's go swimming, how about it? (:&lt;br /&gt;heh,&lt;br /&gt;-iraaaaa&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5235289367465393032?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5235289367465393032/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5235289367465393032' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5235289367465393032'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5235289367465393032'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/11/heyyyyyyy-omgosh.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6818231862058900153</id><published>2007-10-27T10:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-27T10:54:58.923+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey. today's the 27th of October already&lt;br /&gt;oh my gawsh. time passed by sooooo fast.&lt;br /&gt;too fast, in fact.&lt;br /&gt;the academic year for 2007 has been wrapped up,&lt;br /&gt;and we're movin' on to sec 3, wow.&lt;br /&gt;we said goodbye to 1-5 '06&lt;br /&gt;and now it's another goodbye to 2-5 '07&lt;br /&gt;all of you are loved and will be missed (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yesterday was the last day of school,&lt;br /&gt;it was very emotional indeed.&lt;br /&gt;tears rolling down the cheeks,&lt;br /&gt;but hey, we can still see each other again nex year.&lt;br /&gt;sooner or later, we have to face reality that we're seperating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;alright, i'm gonna upload some pictures here,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;as it's been a LONGGGG time since i did that.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and oh, to all sec 2 in regent, please don't forget about&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;9 nov to see which class you're going to (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;time; after 2pm&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;venue; outside library&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and oh, 30 oct will be the achievers tea (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;well, about my results... i can say that the overall&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;has been my best so far in secondary school.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;BUT! my level position dropped, class position remained.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;so yeaaa, i think most likely i'm going to 3-8 (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and that's okay with me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;OKAYYY. PICTURES TIME!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i'm just gonna upload whatever pics i have with classmates(:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;so no offence yeah (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKdWptD1uI/AAAAAAAAAA8/juXG65zXbes/s1600-h/me%26deb.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125832338378577634" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKdWptD1uI/AAAAAAAAAA8/juXG65zXbes/s320/me%26deb.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;me &amp;amp; debbie ♥&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKdo5tD1vI/AAAAAAAAABE/uzL-LPwMABg/s1600-h/me%26hh.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125832651911190258" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKdo5tD1vI/AAAAAAAAABE/uzL-LPwMABg/s320/me%26hh.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;me &amp;amp; hock huey, and you can see farah behind. haha!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKeSptD1wI/AAAAAAAAABM/LRQUxb3-3jc/s1600-h/boon%26herman.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125833369170728706" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKeSptD1wI/AAAAAAAAABM/LRQUxb3-3jc/s320/boon%26herman.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;boon &amp;amp; herman (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKe_JtD1xI/AAAAAAAAABU/Rh9LdislILU/s1600-h/me%26esther.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125834133674907410" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKe_JtD1xI/AAAAAAAAABU/Rh9LdislILU/s320/me%26esther.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;me &amp;amp; esther (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKfjJtD1yI/AAAAAAAAABc/FEzV85AzQB4/s1600-h/me,jx,esther.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125834752150198050" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKfjJtD1yI/AAAAAAAAABc/FEzV85AzQB4/s320/me,jx,esther.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;me, jie xin and esther (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKf8ZtD1zI/AAAAAAAAABk/d3XW9sEB5NQ/s1600-h/chiewy+signing+carlo%27s+shoe.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125835185941894962" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKf8ZtD1zI/AAAAAAAAABk/d3XW9sEB5NQ/s320/chiewy+signing+carlo%27s+shoe.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chiew tong signing carlo's shoe. haha!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;smelly shoes :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKgZZtD10I/AAAAAAAAABs/gcCPZjEBhZI/s1600-h/me%26chiewy.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125835684158101314" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKgZZtD10I/AAAAAAAAABs/gcCPZjEBhZI/s320/me%26chiewy.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;me&amp;amp; chiew tong (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKgkZtD11I/AAAAAAAAAB0/eZ7ht9CWzE0/s1600-h/caryn%26hockhuey.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125835873136662354" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKgkZtD11I/AAAAAAAAAB0/eZ7ht9CWzE0/s320/caryn%26hockhuey.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caryn &amp;amp; hockhuey (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKhEZtD12I/AAAAAAAAAB8/UdOqqlxnrpc/s1600-h/the+guys.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125836422892476258" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKhEZtD12I/AAAAAAAAAB8/UdOqqlxnrpc/s320/the+guys.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the guys (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKhUZtD13I/AAAAAAAAACE/lFxUZ1ixAzg/s1600-h/the+guys+2.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125836697770383218" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKhUZtD13I/AAAAAAAAACE/lFxUZ1ixAzg/s320/the+guys+2.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;look at joel's face! haha!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKiN5tD14I/AAAAAAAAACM/GhCRFJb5UXg/s1600-h/the+girls+3.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125837685612861314" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKiN5tD14I/AAAAAAAAACM/GhCRFJb5UXg/s320/the+girls+3.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aha! i see eunice :D &lt;div&gt;and farah, nice back :P not bag uh. xD&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKiuptD15I/AAAAAAAAACU/UUQBj0nZRio/s1600-h/eunice,+hh.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125838248253577106" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKiuptD15I/AAAAAAAAACU/UUQBj0nZRio/s320/eunice,+hh.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;HAHA! eunice wanted to hit hock huey with her pillow :P&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKjKptD16I/AAAAAAAAACc/zJeVqHPnJTw/s1600-h/deb%27s+cute+face+xD.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125838729289914274" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKjKptD16I/AAAAAAAAACc/zJeVqHPnJTw/s320/deb%27s+cute+face+xD.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;look at debbie's cute face! ahaa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and that's valerie &amp;amp; elizabeth (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125839420779648946" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKjy5tD17I/AAAAAAAAACk/0LoILrL8E8c/s320/yh,ben,herman,boon.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;yanhao, benjamin, herman, boon (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKkHptD18I/AAAAAAAAACs/bamLc5YDk7s/s1600-h/carlo,ashraf,velan,lewis,eugene,joel.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125839777261934530" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKkHptD18I/AAAAAAAAACs/bamLc5YDk7s/s320/carlo,ashraf,velan,lewis,eugene,joel.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;carlo, ashraf, velan, lewis, eugene, joel (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKlnptD19I/AAAAAAAAAC0/2JNCWipRWfQ/s1600-h/twofiveinformal.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125841426529376210" style="WIDTH: 325px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 225px" height="225" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKlnptD19I/AAAAAAAAAC0/2JNCWipRWfQ/s320/twofiveinformal.jpg" width="403" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKlnptD19I/AAAAAAAAAC0/2JNCWipRWfQ/s1600-h/twofiveinformal.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;class photo, twofive's informal (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more coming soon ^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;-ira&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;27 oct o7, 1o:54am&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6818231862058900153?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6818231862058900153/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6818231862058900153' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6818231862058900153'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6818231862058900153'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/hey.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RyKdWptD1uI/AAAAAAAAAA8/juXG65zXbes/s72-c/me%26deb.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-4680577550580632411</id><published>2007-10-18T21:04:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-18T21:04:27.890+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>okay so, i received my results.&lt;br /&gt;overall for end of year, its EOY only.&lt;br /&gt;not for report book,&lt;br /&gt;hmm. even if my percentile ranking goes up,&lt;br /&gt;but my average went down. by abit.&lt;br /&gt;i was quite bummed.&lt;br /&gt;so i was like " guaranteed going 3-8 " that kinda mood.&lt;br /&gt;but somehow, i have to pray hard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm suprised that i got B3 for d&amp;amp;t , A2 FOR LIT.&lt;br /&gt;once again, A1 for maths.&lt;br /&gt;the rest all, lower than that =.=&lt;br /&gt;just give me 3-8 , and i'll work harder. i have to.&lt;br /&gt;i must prepare myself for sec 3,&lt;br /&gt;a 2 year journey to O levels. it's really frightening&lt;br /&gt;at the thought of it. i need to improve in my languages as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm, that's all i've gotta to say. AND! 2-5 '07, I LOVE YOU &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;cause you make me so hot, you make me wanna drop.&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-4680577550580632411?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/4680577550580632411/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=4680577550580632411' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4680577550580632411'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4680577550580632411'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/okay-so-i-received-my-results.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3436369305469167886</id><published>2007-10-17T16:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-17T16:32:00.317+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>heyyyyy. long time never update&lt;br /&gt;hmm, yea exams are over. LIKE FINALLY&lt;br /&gt;but wait, here comes the results.&lt;br /&gt;like wtf?&lt;br /&gt;two subjects borderline. im like so effing dead.&lt;br /&gt;and, only one A, which is maths.&lt;br /&gt;urghhh. will i have a chance to ATLEAST go 3-8?&lt;br /&gt;please, oh my dearest god, land me in 3-8 next year.&lt;br /&gt;and i'll work even harder. though im like half  dead already.&lt;br /&gt;super tired. but i want 3-8, i'll do anything to go there.&lt;br /&gt;i'm just praying hard, for now.&lt;br /&gt;9 nov, i'll be awaiting for the good news.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3436369305469167886?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3436369305469167886/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3436369305469167886' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3436369305469167886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3436369305469167886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/heyyyyy.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8293324750576311300</id><published>2007-10-09T15:57:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-09T15:58:10.435+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yea so, 5 down 3 to go. a review of all that has passed :&lt;br /&gt;mly &amp;amp; eng - errr. okay.&lt;br /&gt;hist - we dont go together -.-&lt;br /&gt;maths - the best ♥&lt;br /&gt;sci - bio hates me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tmr! lit and d&amp;amp;t , i'll die for d&amp;amp;t , but im just gonna try my best.&lt;br /&gt;lit ! i have to get atleast 70++++ or else, pull down overall score&lt;br /&gt;oh please, let me go 3-8 !!!&lt;br /&gt;hehe. ciao :}&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8293324750576311300?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8293324750576311300/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8293324750576311300' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8293324750576311300'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8293324750576311300'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/yea-so-5-down-3-to-go.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5381352818418967515</id><published>2007-10-07T22:47:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-07T22:47:44.144+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>now, scroll down. u'll see songs click here&lt;br /&gt;click that. it'll only work if i on that thing, i must be online though&lt;br /&gt;if u cant hear it, please install flatcast.com plugin&lt;br /&gt;maybe i'll be dj-ing.. but so far, got ppl can hear my songs ;D&lt;br /&gt;if u want to request, please tag on the tagboard.&lt;br /&gt;not the one on the blog, the one on the player itself ;D&lt;br /&gt;so i hope there'll be more people succeed tuning in to ME! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tmr hist &amp;amp; maths paper 2 exam.&lt;br /&gt;good luck to all =)&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5381352818418967515?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5381352818418967515/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5381352818418967515' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5381352818418967515'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5381352818418967515'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/now-scroll-down.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5781865271893553370</id><published>2007-10-06T14:44:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-06T14:44:57.104+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>oh hello. i've finally settled down to my new house near admiralty MRT&lt;br /&gt;also near triple 8 or vista point..&lt;br /&gt;looks like i've to travel further to school now T.T&lt;br /&gt;hmm okay , thanks to ALL those who tagged my blog&lt;br /&gt;while i was busy with stuffs and such.&lt;br /&gt;i'm officially a resident in woodlands, so yeah. boo&lt;br /&gt;hmm, so 2 papers down and 6 left&lt;br /&gt;mt results = bad, very bad&lt;br /&gt;english was better than mid year's , so that's a good thing&lt;br /&gt;up next is history and maths paper 2. like wth?&lt;br /&gt;my brain's gonna burst soon.&lt;br /&gt;my art left 1 collage and 3 colour visuals , hooray ;D !&lt;br /&gt;like finally. heh. can't wait for hari raya!!!!!!! ;DDDDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm. so yea. im currently history-ing ;o&lt;br /&gt;chapter 1 , 2 , 3 , 6 , 8 &amp;amp; 9 i think&lt;br /&gt;okay that's alot. but for maths paper 2, even more chapters!&lt;br /&gt;okay i'm freaking out. ;o&lt;br /&gt;i'll just do my best. no matter what.&lt;br /&gt;A1 for maths ;D B4 for hist ;o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright. gotta go. ciao :D&lt;br /&gt;-ira ♥&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5781865271893553370?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5781865271893553370/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5781865271893553370' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5781865271893553370'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5781865271893553370'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/10/oh-hello.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6564913051794197583</id><published>2007-09-12T22:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-12T22:02:45.073+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey, nothing much to do now, so might as well update&lt;br /&gt;hmm. yeaaaa i'm finally 3/4 done the malay project&lt;br /&gt;the rest is all up to ashraf. YOU BETTER DO SOMETHING!&lt;br /&gt;hmm. okay okay enough.&lt;br /&gt;i have nothing much to say about school life.&lt;br /&gt;it has always been the same,&lt;br /&gt;blah blah blah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i gotta go my own way.&lt;br /&gt;listen to that song. it describes me alot.&lt;br /&gt;sigh, maybe now its not the right time.&lt;br /&gt;studies should be my first priority.&lt;br /&gt;the first person i wanna see happy is actually my arwah nenek.&lt;br /&gt;you'll always be remembered. insya'allah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh no. i need to go now.&lt;br /&gt;bye, and to all muslims, happy fasting! slmt berpuasa!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;toodles,&lt;br /&gt;ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6564913051794197583?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6564913051794197583/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6564913051794197583' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6564913051794197583'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6564913051794197583'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/09/hey-nothing-much-to-do-now-so-might-as.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-4464928131017428506</id><published>2007-09-11T13:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-11T14:34:18.403+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey! :)&lt;br /&gt;wow. i can't believe there are some people demanded for updates!&lt;br /&gt;haha. &gt;;D&lt;br /&gt;hmm, holidays were sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo&lt;br /&gt;BORING?!!?&lt;br /&gt;yup. guess what? not even ONE day that i went out ya know.&lt;br /&gt;except for swimming.&lt;br /&gt;hmm. whatever, i hate my life anyway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, BACK TO SCHOOL! TERM 4 BEGINS!&lt;br /&gt;have i mentioned that it's 3 weeks to exams?&lt;br /&gt;final exam, that is.&lt;br /&gt;it will determine which class you're going to in upper sec.&lt;br /&gt;yup. time for some preparation!&lt;br /&gt;i've already decided which subject combinations are purrrrrrr-fect.&lt;br /&gt;&amp; class 3-8 it is :D&lt;br /&gt;rough times now, however, it's gonna be over soon&lt;br /&gt;i'll just have to hold on for 3 weeks&lt;br /&gt;once exams are over,&lt;br /&gt;HURAYYYYY XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm. that's it for now,&lt;br /&gt;off to do some notes for digestion o.o&lt;br /&gt;bye♥&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-4464928131017428506?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/4464928131017428506/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=4464928131017428506' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4464928131017428506'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4464928131017428506'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/09/hey-wow.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6283514869339808169</id><published>2007-09-01T20:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-01T20:32:03.420+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holidays sucks big time'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hais. i can feel my tears coming out right now&lt;br /&gt;why cant they just understand?&lt;br /&gt;do they know that im having holidays right now?&lt;br /&gt;i need a break you know. im tired of all this shits okay.&lt;br /&gt;yes, i have some homework that need to be completed&lt;br /&gt;but the thing is, maths acelearn haven't post yet.&lt;br /&gt;and i dont wanna do PHYSICS asknlearn today.&lt;br /&gt;my dad keep on saying " i told you to do homework right?"&lt;br /&gt;do you know that, i'm having headache right now?&lt;br /&gt;i need a rest you know. im not a robot or whatever.&lt;br /&gt;and, how can i finish all of my homework in one day?&lt;br /&gt;i need to rest okay? and im not super smart. i need to think!&lt;br /&gt;of course i wanna divide my work into each different days&lt;br /&gt;NOT ALL AT ONE GO!&lt;br /&gt;sigh, parents nowadays.. they dont understand AT ALL!&lt;br /&gt;IM A HUMAN BEING! A HUMAN WITH FEELINGS!&lt;br /&gt;sigh, i have a terrible life. its full of misery. too much sadness everyday.&lt;br /&gt;girlfriends, i need you now.&lt;br /&gt;i'm sad =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6283514869339808169?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6283514869339808169/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6283514869339808169' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6283514869339808169'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6283514869339808169'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/09/hais.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8716605752266077617</id><published>2007-08-31T20:15:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-31T20:34:44.901+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>50th post today.&lt;br /&gt;LOL xD&lt;br /&gt;hmm. today was fantastic!&lt;br /&gt;i really love my pri sch friends&lt;br /&gt;hope we go same jc/poly uhh&lt;br /&gt;i love liyana, khaliesah, syahirah&lt;br /&gt;i MISS nabilah and nadia loads&lt;br /&gt;the 6 of us are love xD&lt;br /&gt;tkpe2, still got hari raya&lt;br /&gt;MUST go together okay? x)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha. took quite alot of pics with diff people&lt;br /&gt;with diff phones. haha!&lt;br /&gt;i really miss my pri sch life&lt;br /&gt;de la salle, happy memories.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh oh, liyana is in love with ramadan's hair&lt;br /&gt;kwang3. xD shes so random, HAHA&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i love us alottttttt.&lt;br /&gt;bleah. lazy to upload pics.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay, i need to go update on my links and such&lt;br /&gt;so, bye ♥&lt;br /&gt;i simply love 31.08.07&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8716605752266077617?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8716605752266077617/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8716605752266077617' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8716605752266077617'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8716605752266077617'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/50th-post-today.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-141800312407813813</id><published>2007-08-25T09:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-25T09:50:07.656+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello. 4 days without phone already&lt;br /&gt;about another 3 more days to go&lt;br /&gt;im dying here.. lol.&lt;br /&gt;hmm, CA results are out.&lt;br /&gt;i really envy all other people out there&lt;br /&gt;get such good results! ahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eng c5&lt;br /&gt;mt b4&lt;br /&gt;math a1&lt;br /&gt;sci a2&lt;br /&gt;hist c6&lt;br /&gt;art c5&lt;br /&gt;d&amp;t b3&lt;br /&gt;lit a2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;527/800&lt;br /&gt;about 66%&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hais. really must work harder! streaming soon.&lt;br /&gt;ALL SEC 2S, JIAYOU (:&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go 3-8.. please?&lt;br /&gt;hmm. nothing much happened in school, really.&lt;br /&gt;i can just die of boredom laaa.&lt;br /&gt;i EFFING miss you. ♥&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-141800312407813813?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/141800312407813813/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=141800312407813813' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/141800312407813813'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/141800312407813813'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/hello.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1177720888762201155</id><published>2007-08-22T15:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-22T15:38:40.074+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hais. whatever.&lt;br /&gt;handphone got confiscated. don't ask.&lt;br /&gt;i really need __  by my side,&lt;br /&gt;i want a hug =(((&lt;br /&gt;sometimes, i wonder why i dont feel loved.&lt;br /&gt;oh great, everyone is ill-treating me now&lt;br /&gt;fine, whatever. i'm telling the truth, yet no one believe&lt;br /&gt;what's the point. oh gosh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;updates on my results:&lt;br /&gt;maths A1&lt;br /&gt;eng C6&lt;br /&gt;mt B4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;goodbye everyone.&lt;br /&gt;i officially declare the " 6 Days Of Hell " to begin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1177720888762201155?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1177720888762201155/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1177720888762201155' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1177720888762201155'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1177720888762201155'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/hais.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3341575734493361099</id><published>2007-08-19T13:03:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-19T13:17:11.910+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>TIME FOR UPDATE! WOOTS.&lt;br /&gt;haha. hmm okeh. start from my birthday..&lt;br /&gt;on 14 aug..&lt;br /&gt;i received quite a number of presents.&lt;br /&gt;thanks to all of you, including those who wished me&lt;br /&gt;you know who you are :D&lt;br /&gt;hmm. didnt go swimming on that day,&lt;br /&gt;due to.. ahem2. xD&lt;br /&gt;received sci common test results,&lt;br /&gt;34.5/50&lt;br /&gt;rahhh. i regret! x(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15 aug &amp; 16 aug&lt;br /&gt;happy birthday charlene! x)&lt;br /&gt;hmm. nothing much happened.&lt;br /&gt;thanks caryn for your belated card :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17 aug&lt;br /&gt;slept during hist lesson..&lt;br /&gt;when i woke up, dismiss! HAHAHAH&lt;br /&gt;okeh. lame. haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yesterday, 18 aug :D&lt;br /&gt;about 5 plus got ready.&lt;br /&gt;met up with cousins and families.&lt;br /&gt;then arrived at padang about 6 plus&lt;br /&gt;then we went to the bridge.. to go near the merlion&lt;br /&gt;and saw marina..&lt;br /&gt;guess what?&lt;br /&gt;ADRIAN PANG APPEARED RIGHT INFRONT OF ME&lt;br /&gt;i was like, too stunned to even say hello!&lt;br /&gt;omg omg. my cousin also suprised.&lt;br /&gt;gahh &gt;&lt;  should have asked for a pic atleast! xD&lt;br /&gt;hmm. okehh. skippppppppppp&lt;br /&gt;the fireworks were damn awesome.&lt;br /&gt;i took the WHOLE thing, video duration is about 13:10&lt;br /&gt;the best day of my life perhaps&lt;br /&gt;the best birthday present. belated. hehe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TODAY! 19 AUG&lt;br /&gt;hmm. had religious class just now..&lt;br /&gt;thanks syahirah for the bracelet :D&lt;br /&gt;loves! xD&lt;br /&gt;hahaha. was so funny, making fun of lol, rofl, lmao&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHA.&lt;br /&gt;hmmm, nothing else..&lt;br /&gt;tonight have tuition, ahhh! ZZZZZZ..&lt;br /&gt;hmm. i bet tomorrow the misery starts again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dear, i need you by my side.&lt;br /&gt;you know, my heart won't let you go.&lt;br /&gt;♥&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;iloveyou.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lots of love,&lt;br /&gt;-ira! x)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3341575734493361099?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3341575734493361099/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3341575734493361099' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3341575734493361099'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3341575734493361099'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/time-for-update-woots.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3953279404178124003</id><published>2007-08-13T21:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-13T21:47:51.957+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>13 august.&lt;br /&gt;blah3, tmr's my bday&lt;br /&gt;hmm. wow, im turning 14&lt;br /&gt;yea big deal. hmm..&lt;br /&gt;i would like to thank these people for wishing advance wishes..&lt;br /&gt;shirley, juliana, SHEERAtwin, natasha(senior), pei si, may-en&lt;br /&gt;thank you :D&lt;br /&gt;to all those i missed out, tomorrow i post here :D&lt;br /&gt;sorry eh. hmm. wahhh i cant swim tmr, i have it.&lt;br /&gt;wahpiang =/&lt;br /&gt;hmm, test test test&lt;br /&gt;good luck all :D&lt;br /&gt;take care loves,&lt;br /&gt;-ira.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3953279404178124003?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3953279404178124003/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3953279404178124003' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3953279404178124003'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3953279404178124003'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/13-august.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8568790763552621407</id><published>2007-08-07T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-11T16:12:57.731+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>izz♥&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really thank you for being there for me always&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it goes to show that you really care about me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm touched laa ='(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hais, i miss you like fck can?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from now onwards,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm never gonna doubt you ever again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;please be there for me forever (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my guardian angel :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;you are my addiction.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm,went swimming after school with wenhui&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeaps. it was fun and tiring&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i tried my best to do freestyle,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but sigh, i can't ):&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hateeeee freestyle =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;only can do abit i guess..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can do abit of backstroke already&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yayyyyy, improving (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i love breaststroke (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea, so i swam 4 laps of it but not continuously uhh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2 at the side, 2 at the middle =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHAHA. izz izz..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks to you, no sadness can come near me (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8568790763552621407?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8568790763552621407/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8568790763552621407' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8568790763552621407'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8568790763552621407'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/izz-i-really-thank-you-for-being-there.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6369248685188531651</id><published>2007-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-06T22:30:40.170+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>went to lot one with wenhui dear just now :D&lt;br /&gt;bought my math assessment B book..&lt;br /&gt;awww man. more work =/&lt;br /&gt;gahhh. sci common test postponed, fine fine..&lt;br /&gt;BUT! POSTPONE TOMORROW&lt;br /&gt;WHAT SHIT, TOMORROW HISTORY COMMON TEST ALSO&lt;br /&gt;alaaaaa. x(&lt;br /&gt;knn..&lt;br /&gt;right now i'm studying history,&lt;br /&gt;i scared i'll forget =(&lt;br /&gt;sighhh. short term memory la kan..&lt;br /&gt;sigh.&lt;br /&gt;history history history&lt;br /&gt;suckkssssss =/&lt;br /&gt;cb laaa =(&lt;br /&gt;to: izz♥&lt;br /&gt;rest well tau.  can pass the diasease to me please. xD&lt;br /&gt;heh. ciao.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6369248685188531651?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6369248685188531651/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6369248685188531651' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6369248685188531651'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6369248685188531651'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/08/went-to-lot-one-with-wenhui-dear-just.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8162853623603650467</id><published>2007-07-30T17:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-30T17:38:31.581+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>some parts of O-Town's All Or Nothing song..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cuz I want it all&lt;br /&gt;Or nothing at all&lt;br /&gt;There's nowhere left to fall&lt;br /&gt;When you reach the bottom it's now or never&lt;br /&gt;Is it all&lt;br /&gt;Or are we just friends&lt;br /&gt;Is this how it ends&lt;br /&gt;With a simple telephone call&lt;br /&gt;You leave me here with nothing at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are time it seems to me&lt;br /&gt;I'm sharing you with memories&lt;br /&gt;I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it&lt;br /&gt;Then there's times you look at me&lt;br /&gt;As though I'm all that you could see&lt;br /&gt;Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay done. not full song.&lt;br /&gt;sigh.. it totally describes me alot..&lt;br /&gt;i'm OFFICIALLY, declaring myself.. single from today onwards =)&lt;br /&gt;will be available soon. LOL&lt;br /&gt;but not now.. need time to heal :D&lt;br /&gt;wanna thank esther, jo, elaine for cheering me up. u guys rock :D&lt;br /&gt;i'm the stone. haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;syahirah's pov [point of view]&lt;br /&gt;i'm really sick and tired of all this nonsense&lt;br /&gt;i hate love. i'm sure love hates me as well&lt;br /&gt;why must i be the one getting hurt?&lt;br /&gt;i give up.  ):&lt;br /&gt;end.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8162853623603650467?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8162853623603650467/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8162853623603650467' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8162853623603650467'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8162853623603650467'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/some-parts-of-o-towns-all-or-nothing.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-4922952777947251690</id><published>2007-07-24T15:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T16:59:40.231+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;s&gt;have you ever spare a thought for me?&lt;br /&gt;i love you so much, yet you still do this to me.&lt;br /&gt;seems like you don't care about me?&lt;br /&gt;hold on, i care about you , ya know!&lt;br /&gt;and you are the one that wanted to get close to me.&lt;br /&gt;not me. okay?&lt;br /&gt;what is this?&lt;br /&gt;show me that you care.&lt;br /&gt;sometimes i think that you don't bother at all.&lt;br /&gt;why?  why must you torture me?   ):&lt;br /&gt;i give up.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that's it syahirah.  forget about those unhappy moments&lt;br /&gt;now, lets just be happy okay?&lt;br /&gt;yea right.&lt;br /&gt;hmm,  i just want an everlasting relationship with him.&lt;br /&gt;can i don't lose you?&lt;br /&gt;it will be even worse if that happens.&lt;br /&gt;im tired of my life.&lt;br /&gt;someone save me please.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-4922952777947251690?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/4922952777947251690/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=4922952777947251690' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4922952777947251690'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4922952777947251690'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/have-you-ever-spare-thought-for-me-i.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3911228462356618511</id><published>2007-07-22T16:05:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-22T17:02:59.960+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today, let some lyrics do all the talking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut&lt;br /&gt;My weakness is that I care too much&lt;br /&gt;And our scars remind us that the past is real&lt;br /&gt;I tear my heart open just to feel..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp; that's just how i feel right now.&lt;br /&gt;thank you.&lt;br /&gt;i dont know why. but i feel so hurt x(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3911228462356618511?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3911228462356618511/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3911228462356618511' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3911228462356618511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3911228462356618511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/today-let-some-lyrics-do-all-talking.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-529518965000454045</id><published>2007-07-21T11:05:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-21T11:05:36.868+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>boo hoo.&lt;br /&gt;all guys are the same, they have something in common&lt;br /&gt;what is that?&lt;br /&gt;they only know how to hurt girls.&lt;br /&gt;and they're extremely GOOD at it.&lt;br /&gt;well, thanks alot for hurting me.&lt;br /&gt;THANKS! :'(&lt;br /&gt;is it really hard not to do that?&lt;br /&gt;can't guys just control themselves?&lt;br /&gt;what's the problem?&lt;br /&gt;BULLSHIT LAH!&lt;br /&gt;i don't think i can trust anyone anymore..&lt;br /&gt;i'm crying now, feel so sad and angry..&lt;br /&gt;is there someone out there that will not hurt me at all?&lt;br /&gt;i thought that i will not be hurt again,&lt;br /&gt;after what happened for the past 6 months&lt;br /&gt;but i was wrong.&lt;br /&gt;time and again, i keep on getting hurt&lt;br /&gt;have you noticed how many times i use the word 'hurt'?&lt;br /&gt;UGHHHHH. &gt;=(&lt;br /&gt;tell me what to do now  ;(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;{sesuatu janji yang belum melunaskan..}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've had enough of heartbreaks already.&lt;br /&gt;give me a break okay? please.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-529518965000454045?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/529518965000454045/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=529518965000454045' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/529518965000454045'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/529518965000454045'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/boo-hoo.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-413512051603781936</id><published>2007-07-19T21:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-19T21:41:20.336+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>for wenhui's sake :D&lt;br /&gt;i'm actually updating after a long time.&lt;br /&gt;haha. i'm such a lazy bump&lt;br /&gt;anyway, ALOT has happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first, hock huey is addicted to nehneh&lt;br /&gt;HAHA! xD&lt;br /&gt;second, i dont love ____ anymore.&lt;br /&gt;it's not working alright.&lt;br /&gt;third, HE has been very good to me.&lt;br /&gt;&amp; I'll cherish that :]&lt;br /&gt;fourth, other than misery, i had alot of fun during class xD&lt;br /&gt;ESPECIALLY D&amp;T LESSONS!&lt;br /&gt;hahaha..  the switch the switch! xD&lt;br /&gt;fifth, i should be contented with what i have now. =]&lt;br /&gt;sixth,  my dad just bought me a pair of new sport shoes&lt;br /&gt;guess what?  NEW BALANCE XD&lt;br /&gt;i think cost around $40+?&lt;br /&gt;thanks dad :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wah. my first birthday present! so happy la :D&lt;br /&gt;sigh, i'm sick now.  flu, sorethroat, abit of fever..&lt;br /&gt;zzzzzz...&lt;br /&gt;i can only blame myself. oh well&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i gotta go now.  bye =]&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-413512051603781936?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/413512051603781936/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=413512051603781936' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/413512051603781936'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/413512051603781936'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/for-wenhuis-sake-d-im-actually-updating.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8976243961613475026</id><published>2007-07-11T16:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-11T16:11:02.271+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello (:&lt;br /&gt;life is so-so i guess..&lt;br /&gt;okay so, the sec 3 subject combinations for 2008 TOTALLY SUCKS&lt;br /&gt;what the hell? i want double pure with A maths!&lt;br /&gt;only combined sci with a maths was being offered =(&lt;br /&gt;only 3-9 has that course.. but no way i'm going there man..&lt;br /&gt;somehow i have a vision that if i go 3-9, i wont be happy there..&lt;br /&gt;THEREFORE I WANT 3-8! double pure please?&lt;br /&gt;i think i'm aiming for poly. even though i do have a chance to go JC..&lt;br /&gt;well anyway, i'll just go wherever fate wants me to go to :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE SWIMMING ♥&lt;br /&gt;trust me, i never really had swimming lessons before,&lt;br /&gt;and i didnt know its totally awesome!&lt;br /&gt;still in the process of learning freestyle though..&lt;br /&gt;i want to improve on breaststroke (:&lt;br /&gt;haha, okay. i think that's enough for now. save it for later&lt;br /&gt;IT'S LYRICS TIME!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JESSE MCCARTNEY - JUST SO YOU KNOW&lt;br /&gt;I shouldn't love you but i want to&lt;br /&gt;I just can't turn away&lt;br /&gt;I shouldn't see you but i can't move&lt;br /&gt;I can't look away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not&lt;br /&gt;Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;This feelings takin control of me&lt;br /&gt;and i can't help it&lt;br /&gt;I wont sit around&lt;br /&gt;I can't let him win now&lt;br /&gt;Though you should know&lt;br /&gt;I've tried my best to let go of you&lt;br /&gt;But i don't want to&lt;br /&gt;I just gutta say it all before you go&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's gettin hard to&lt;br /&gt;Be around you&lt;br /&gt;Theres so much i can't say&lt;br /&gt;And do you want me to hide the feelings&lt;br /&gt;And look away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not&lt;br /&gt;Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;This feelings takin control of me&lt;br /&gt;and i can't help it&lt;br /&gt;I wont sit around&lt;br /&gt;I can't let him win now&lt;br /&gt;Though you should know&lt;br /&gt;I've tried my best to let go of you&lt;br /&gt;But i don't want to&lt;br /&gt;I just gutta say it all before you go&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This emptyness is killin me&lt;br /&gt;I'm wonderin why i've waited so long&lt;br /&gt;Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken&lt;br /&gt;Now i'm waitin here..&lt;br /&gt;Been waitin here&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;This feelings takin control of me&lt;br /&gt;and i can't help it&lt;br /&gt;I wont sit around&lt;br /&gt;I can't let him win now&lt;br /&gt;Though you should know&lt;br /&gt;I've tried my best to let go of you&lt;br /&gt;But i don't want to&lt;br /&gt;I just gutta say it all before you go&lt;br /&gt;Just so you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;done :D&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;11 july 07  4:10pm&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8976243961613475026?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8976243961613475026/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8976243961613475026' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8976243961613475026'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8976243961613475026'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/hello-life-is-so-so-i-guess.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-4078312668221941605</id><published>2007-07-06T17:17:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-06T17:54:08.901+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>this is my definition of A TRUE FRIEND&lt;br /&gt;song by miley cyrus/hannah montana&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We sign our cards and letters BFF&lt;br /&gt;You've got a million ways to make me laugh&lt;br /&gt;You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back&lt;br /&gt;It's so good to have you around&lt;br /&gt;You know the secrets I could never tell&lt;br /&gt;And when I'm quiet you break through my shell&lt;br /&gt;Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell&lt;br /&gt;Cause you keep my feet on the ground&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're a true friend&lt;br /&gt;You're here till the end&lt;br /&gt;You pull me aside&lt;br /&gt;When something ain't right&lt;br /&gt;Talk with me now and into the night&lt;br /&gt;'Til it's alright again&lt;br /&gt;You're a true friend&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You don't get angry when I change the plans&lt;br /&gt;Somehow you're never out of second chances&lt;br /&gt;Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again&lt;br /&gt;I'm so lucky that I've found&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A true friend&lt;br /&gt;You're here till the end&lt;br /&gt;You pull me aside&lt;br /&gt;When something ain't right&lt;br /&gt;Talk with me now and into the night&lt;br /&gt;'Til it's alright again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;True friends will go to the ends of the earth&lt;br /&gt;Till they find the thing you need&lt;br /&gt;Friends hang on through the ups and the downs&lt;br /&gt;Cause they've got someone to believe in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A true friend&lt;br /&gt;You're here till the end&lt;br /&gt;You pull me aside&lt;br /&gt;When something ain't right&lt;br /&gt;Talk with me now and into the night&lt;br /&gt;No need to pretend&lt;br /&gt;You're a true friend&lt;br /&gt;You're here till the end&lt;br /&gt;Pull me aside&lt;br /&gt;When something ain't right&lt;br /&gt;Talk with me now and into the night&lt;br /&gt;'Til it's alright again&lt;br /&gt;You're a true friend [3x]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss all of my old friends ♥&lt;br /&gt;i love all the ex-lasallians lah :D&lt;br /&gt;i love michelle and wenhui for being by my side.&lt;br /&gt;thank you ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-4078312668221941605?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/4078312668221941605/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=4078312668221941605' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4078312668221941605'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4078312668221941605'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/07/this-is-my-definition-of-true-friend.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1752531843580459969</id><published>2007-06-28T19:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-28T19:37:17.640+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ahhh!! hello!!&lt;br /&gt;i went swimming with wenhui dear just now&lt;br /&gt;so fun la okay!&lt;br /&gt;thanks dear ♥&lt;br /&gt;okay, gotta go. tuition time&lt;br /&gt;ciao&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1752531843580459969?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1752531843580459969/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1752531843580459969' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1752531843580459969'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1752531843580459969'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/ahhh-hello-i-went-swimming-with-wenhui.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-7309235344000561097</id><published>2007-06-26T20:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-26T20:44:20.874+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>are you happy now? thank you for making me miserable.&lt;br /&gt;we'll see in 2 years' time.&lt;br /&gt;so long.&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;no one will ever understand..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;who else can i trust?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;you're no exception.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-7309235344000561097?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/7309235344000561097/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=7309235344000561097' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7309235344000561097'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7309235344000561097'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/are-you-happy-now-thank-you-for-making.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6109428124129096589</id><published>2007-06-22T19:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-22T22:44:38.594+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ahh yes. it's friday night.&lt;br /&gt;school's starting soon..&lt;br /&gt;just got news that my close bud, also my cousin&lt;br /&gt;in indonesia received her results and she passed.&lt;br /&gt;alhamdulillah fani! :]&lt;br /&gt;saya rindu kamu lah!&lt;br /&gt;hope this dec hols i'm going back there again..&lt;br /&gt;now i'm really missin' them..&lt;br /&gt;but hey, i love singapore too ^^&lt;br /&gt;anyway, this monday.. sigh&lt;br /&gt;i'm not really looking forward to it..&lt;br /&gt;what about you people?&lt;br /&gt;hmm..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6109428124129096589?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6109428124129096589/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6109428124129096589' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6109428124129096589'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6109428124129096589'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/ahh-yes.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3215948167482529157</id><published>2007-06-21T21:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-21T21:55:02.863+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey people. sorry never blog for AGES&lt;br /&gt;well, let's just say.. i'm back :]&lt;br /&gt;hmm, for a start, i want you to to think about this.&lt;br /&gt;when you've achieved something that you've always wanted..&lt;br /&gt;let's say, exams scores.&lt;br /&gt;and of course you have to be proud of it right?&lt;br /&gt;i mean, you did it. it's you.&lt;br /&gt;of course you want to celebrate about it.&lt;br /&gt;about my case, yes i'm overjoyed.. but definitely wants to improve more&lt;br /&gt;you know?&lt;br /&gt;for example, debbie scored 90% while i scored 60%&lt;br /&gt;i'm happy that she had done well, but sad that i lost to her&lt;br /&gt;of course i want to improve right?&lt;br /&gt;another example, i scored 85% while she scored 75%&lt;br /&gt;of course i'm happy and will want to 'celebrate'&lt;br /&gt;at the same time, i can encourage her to go further :]&lt;br /&gt;anyone else agrees with me that it's not being arrogant?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;can i slap his darn face?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;and i hope people who are true to me will agree.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm not being attitude or what. if you don't like what i say here&lt;br /&gt;then bother coming here okay. all this are just my feelings.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so long,&lt;br /&gt;love, -ira.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3215948167482529157?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3215948167482529157/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3215948167482529157' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3215948167482529157'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3215948167482529157'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/hey-people.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5175914083430626102</id><published>2007-06-10T11:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-10T11:16:14.652+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello mates :)&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. so on the 7th, had tuition.. then went out with kak zurah and her boyfie&lt;br /&gt;we actually wanted to stop at orchard, but in the end somerset (:&lt;br /&gt;so yea, went to cineleisure to buy movie tix for.. MEN IN WHITE!!&lt;br /&gt;i tell you, the movie is damn funny okay! so we managed to get the 6pm tix&lt;br /&gt;we slacked for like.. 3 hours?! lol.&lt;br /&gt;while we're crossing the road to heeren,&lt;br /&gt;saw suzairhe filming something for suria (:&lt;br /&gt;then at 6, went in to the cinema to watch..&lt;br /&gt;i tell you, you'll laugh non-stop!! it's quite good for a local movie&lt;br /&gt;stars like shaun chen is one of the ghost (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so damn funny la.. haha!  worths my $7.50 (:&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. actually managed to walk around heeren..&lt;br /&gt;then back to cineleisure.. kak zurah said she saw one of the funny&lt;br /&gt;guys from channel 5, i don't know who.. but he was carrying a baby&lt;br /&gt;didn't manage to see properly, awww.&lt;br /&gt;then from 7.30 to 8 plus watched abit of the singapore streets festival&lt;br /&gt;outside cineleisure (:&lt;br /&gt;there's this 5 yr old girl singing and dancing&lt;br /&gt;so we were like.. awww so cute!! and laughing away&lt;br /&gt;saw the western dance by national jc (:&lt;br /&gt;really good, entertaining (:&lt;br /&gt;reached home at 9 plus xD&lt;br /&gt;nope, no pics xP&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay last night was a real shocker for me.&lt;br /&gt;I GOT A NEW PHONE!!&lt;br /&gt;i know you all will be like, again?!&lt;br /&gt;hello, the last time you had a new phone was like.. 5-6 months ago!&lt;br /&gt;well, i've abandoned my nokia 5300 xpressmusic&lt;br /&gt;and changed to.. well, cannot tell. haha&lt;br /&gt;first day of school then i'll reveal (:&lt;br /&gt;[just like what i did when i first owned 5300]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hoho, from 11-17 june i'll be away (:&lt;br /&gt;aww, will not update for such a long time.&lt;br /&gt;i'm sure my blog will be dead by then. heh&lt;br /&gt;will be going to jogja, indonesia&lt;br /&gt;please pray for me &amp; my family to be safe always :P&lt;br /&gt;i shall pray for all my readers too (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and awww, i'm gonna miss SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE SEASON 2!!&lt;br /&gt;BENJI! TRAVIS! IVAN! ALLISON! HEIDI! DONYELLE! NATALIE! RYAN!&lt;br /&gt;THE TOP 8!&lt;br /&gt;but nevermind, will wait for season 3 (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright, i'll miss all of you for sure.&lt;br /&gt;this will be my last post before i leave tomorrow morning..&lt;br /&gt;bon voyage (:&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5175914083430626102?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5175914083430626102/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5175914083430626102' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5175914083430626102'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5175914083430626102'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/hello-mates-hmm.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5121294435965203998</id><published>2007-06-04T21:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-04T21:15:11.910+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>okay.. let's see my homework list so far..&lt;br /&gt;stroke means completed (:&lt;br /&gt;1) &lt;s&gt;acelearn quiz 1&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2) &lt;s&gt;acelearn quiz 2&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3) acelearn quiz 3&lt;br /&gt;4) acelearn quiz 4&lt;br /&gt;5) &lt;s&gt;maths written assignment&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6) &lt;s&gt;eng compre&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7) eng journal, article-based&lt;br /&gt;8) &lt;s&gt;chemistry wksht&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9) history reflection, CA marks included&lt;br /&gt;10) eng journal reflection on schools in china&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yay! almost done! i guess tomorrow i'll do journal.. yawns.. haha&lt;br /&gt;anyway.. let me tell you what happened for the past few days..&lt;br /&gt;recap, on the 31st, had kenduri for my arwah nenek.. [love you loads]&lt;br /&gt;1st june, cut my hair.. shorter fringe.. i hope by the time school re-open&lt;br /&gt;will still look the same that no one can tell the difference =x&lt;br /&gt;haha! yesterday , the 3rd, had tuition.. and we discussed about our outing&lt;br /&gt;so it should be confirm that 7th we'll be going to watch movie (:&lt;br /&gt;then go town. hehe, excited la seh. xD&lt;br /&gt;kak zurah, love you la can? hehe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so today, the 4th, early in the morning [well not really]&lt;br /&gt;had to go to nearby clinic for anti-bird flu jab as my family&lt;br /&gt;is going to indon next monday for our holiday. yes, excited.&lt;br /&gt;yes, painful =x    i was scared and even the doctor said i look pale o.O&lt;br /&gt;will be away from 11 to 17th.. gonna miss the computer ='(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so today is the 4th..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;happy 4 months dear.   i still love you no matter what..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. finally the connection is working again..&lt;br /&gt;so sorry for the lack of updates.. hehe&lt;br /&gt;well, other than all these.. i have nothing much to say..&lt;br /&gt;i miss you. i love you. very much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;4th june 2007  9:14pm  monday night ♥&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5121294435965203998?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5121294435965203998/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5121294435965203998' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5121294435965203998'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5121294435965203998'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/06/okay.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1381561325671199289</id><published>2007-05-29T14:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-29T14:04:59.235+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello! here to update..&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. nothing much happened i guess..&lt;br /&gt;holidays are such a bore.. agree?&lt;br /&gt;haha.. anyway i did maths acelearn quiz 1 already..&lt;br /&gt;i scored 85%! 3 WRONG. OMG 3.&lt;br /&gt;until now, still can't score 100 for anything!&lt;br /&gt;congrats eliz for getting 90 :D&lt;br /&gt;she's so clever and i dont mind her being ahead of me&lt;br /&gt;but i still secure 2nd :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. i've got no schedules or plannings for this may/june holidays&lt;br /&gt;but here are my homework that needs to be completed by 25 june&lt;br /&gt;stroke means completed :D&lt;br /&gt;1) &lt;s&gt;acelearn quiz 1&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2) acelearn quiz 2&lt;br /&gt;3) acelearn quiz 3&lt;br /&gt;4) acelearn quiz 4&lt;br /&gt;5) maths written assignment [HALF-WAY DONE!]&lt;br /&gt;6) eng compre&lt;br /&gt;7) eng journal, article-based&lt;br /&gt;8) chemistry wksht&lt;br /&gt;9) history reflection, CA marks included&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;looks like my brain needs no rest afterall ='(&lt;br /&gt;most of it comes from MATHS&lt;br /&gt;okay, i vow that i must get A1 no matter what, lol xD&lt;br /&gt;readers, don't mind me putting my aim for EOY here okay (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;TARGETS&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eng - b4&lt;br /&gt;maths - a1&lt;br /&gt;science - b3&lt;br /&gt;mt - b4&lt;br /&gt;lit - a2&lt;br /&gt;art - b4&lt;br /&gt;hist - b4&lt;br /&gt;d&amp;t - b4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hoping for no C in my report slip.. who wants?&lt;br /&gt;achievers tea is mine! gotta work hard.. july-oct will be HECTIC&lt;br /&gt;within that 3-4 months will make alot of differences..&lt;br /&gt;better work hard now that its the holidays..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still need some time to relax of course&lt;br /&gt;kak zura, when are we going to bugis together? xD&lt;br /&gt;i can't wait laaaa.  but i scared not enough $$  -.-&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. alright, shall end here. takecare (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i am missing you. no matter what they say.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;290507 2:04PM&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1381561325671199289?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1381561325671199289/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1381561325671199289' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1381561325671199289'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1381561325671199289'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/hello-here-to-update.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8413327503849850180</id><published>2007-05-27T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-27T21:59:58.571+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>rascal flatts - what hurts the most&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this song rocks okay, very touching&lt;br /&gt;ahh. very refreshing, indeed&lt;br /&gt;yea, read the lyrics&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house&lt;br /&gt;That don't bother me&lt;br /&gt;I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out&lt;br /&gt;I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while&lt;br /&gt;Even though going on with you gone still upsets me&lt;br /&gt;There are days every now and again&lt;br /&gt;I pretend I'm ok&lt;br /&gt;But that's not what gets me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What hurts the most&lt;br /&gt;Was being so close&lt;br /&gt;And having so much to say&lt;br /&gt;And watching you walk away&lt;br /&gt;And never knowing&lt;br /&gt;What could have been&lt;br /&gt;And not seeing that loving you&lt;br /&gt;Is what I was tryin' to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go&lt;br /&gt;But I'm doin' It&lt;br /&gt;It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone&lt;br /&gt;Still Harder&lt;br /&gt;Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret&lt;br /&gt;But I know if I could do it over&lt;br /&gt;I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart&lt;br /&gt;That I left unspoken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What hurts the most&lt;br /&gt;Is being so close&lt;br /&gt;And having so much to say&lt;br /&gt;And watching you walk away&lt;br /&gt;And never knowing&lt;br /&gt;What could have been&lt;br /&gt;And not seeing that loving you&lt;br /&gt;Is what I was trying to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What hurts the most&lt;br /&gt;Is being so close&lt;br /&gt;And having so much to say&lt;br /&gt;And watching you walk away&lt;br /&gt;And never knowing&lt;br /&gt;What could have been&lt;br /&gt;And not seeing that loving you&lt;br /&gt;Is what I was trying to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not seeing that loving you&lt;br /&gt;That's what I was trying to do&lt;br /&gt;Ooohhh....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay done x)  nice right? haha&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. have i mentioned that i hate holidays because of..&lt;br /&gt;BOREDOMNESS?! and also holiday homeworks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;maths maths maths&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;chem chem chem&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;eng eng eng&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;hist hist hist&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still have tuition homework to do. ugh!&lt;br /&gt;and i hope that i'm able to go out.. so yea.. hehe&lt;br /&gt;hmm..nothing much to blog about..&lt;br /&gt;so i'm out. bye~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8413327503849850180?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8413327503849850180/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8413327503849850180' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8413327503849850180'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8413327503849850180'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/rascal-flatts-what-hurts-most-this-song.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-4904256217248339384</id><published>2007-05-26T14:12:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-26T14:21:13.732+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>well , the holidays are here&lt;br /&gt;it's what i was excited about&lt;br /&gt;but then again, i thought wrong&lt;br /&gt;i miss 2-5's environment already&lt;br /&gt;aww. all the noises that we make, haha&lt;br /&gt;totally undescribeable not to be with them for a month&lt;br /&gt;hock huey, faster come back safely okay.&lt;br /&gt;we miss you ♥&lt;br /&gt;girl, you missed out ALOT of happenings&lt;br /&gt;faster come back la gay xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still remember last year..&lt;br /&gt;when mr heng said that ___ is the ____ of the class&lt;br /&gt;i was like, puiiiiiiiiiii. blueks. bleaghs&lt;br /&gt;sorry, but i don't think so&lt;br /&gt;there is someone who doesn't agree&lt;br /&gt;so dont think that you can do whatever you want&lt;br /&gt;you don't have to make my life miserable&lt;br /&gt;so stop it, get off my back will you!&lt;br /&gt;so, round 2 goes to you&lt;br /&gt;well, round 3 shall go to me! i'll work hard.&lt;br /&gt;done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;where is my guardian angel?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;-ira&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-4904256217248339384?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/4904256217248339384/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=4904256217248339384' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4904256217248339384'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/4904256217248339384'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/well-holidays-are-here-its-what-i-was.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6717865976645334628</id><published>2007-05-25T15:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-25T15:11:49.145+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>okay, you can accuse me all you want&lt;br /&gt;but i really really had no idea&lt;br /&gt;i don't have a clear picture of everything&lt;br /&gt;especially when i'm in a different class&lt;br /&gt;so i don't know what happen, what will happen, and what&lt;br /&gt;had happened.&lt;br /&gt;i'm not that person who will go 'round telling people&lt;br /&gt;about whoever's secrets.&lt;br /&gt;fine, i just got fooled by _____&lt;br /&gt;yes, i am an easy target to be fooled&lt;br /&gt;before this, it was ____ and _____&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really had no idea.&lt;br /&gt;i'm a person who keeps secrets to myself&lt;br /&gt;why do i even bother telling other people?&lt;br /&gt;i'm not a gossiper, you people should know me by now&lt;br /&gt;problems come and go, instead of going,&lt;br /&gt;more is coming in my way&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;even though i've already apologised to you&lt;br /&gt;i shall do it again, i'm sorry i didn't know..&lt;br /&gt;i'm sorry, a very &lt;u&gt;sincere&lt;/u&gt; apology.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;next story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well this one is pretty obvious for me&lt;br /&gt;i really don't understand ____ and _____&lt;br /&gt;what do you gain by ignoring? nothing.&lt;br /&gt;it's not that i hate you, i hate what you've become&lt;br /&gt;it's because of ____ , that's why&lt;br /&gt;am i right?&lt;br /&gt;how long are you gonna keep this up?&lt;br /&gt;just tell me will you?&lt;br /&gt;don't FAKE infront of me anymore&lt;br /&gt;is this what i'm supposed to get after all these..&lt;br /&gt;how could you?&lt;br /&gt;well good luck to you both.&lt;br /&gt;by the way, both are girls.&lt;br /&gt;and yea, you talk to her more than you talk to me?&lt;br /&gt;you call that my ___ friend? &lt;em&gt;f-a-n-t-a-s-t-i-c!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it really hurts alot.&lt;br /&gt;i ain't gonna care anymore, i can't forgive you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;do NOT comment on all these.. don't bother asking who&lt;br /&gt;am i talking about, especially the second story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;___________________________________________________________________&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay so i got back my report book already&lt;br /&gt;mr heng congratulated me 'cause i improved. yahoo!&lt;br /&gt;thanks =))&lt;br /&gt;i got 15/40 in class&lt;br /&gt;68/196 for level&lt;br /&gt;yes, i did much better now! (:&lt;br /&gt;i shall aim for top 10 in class for eoy!&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; top 60 for level~&lt;br /&gt;work hard pays, sometimes not all the times..[for me]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;congrats sky for getting top in class [3rd in level]&lt;br /&gt;congrats verna for improving 65%&lt;br /&gt;congrats farah, joel for improving 48%&lt;br /&gt;this 4 people are going for achievers tea :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also congrats to abigail who is 2nd in class&lt;br /&gt;eunice 3rd in class&lt;br /&gt;navneet 4th in class&lt;br /&gt;elizabeth 5th in class&lt;br /&gt;marianne 6th in class&lt;br /&gt;7th in class is chiew tong!&lt;br /&gt;congrats! stay smart =P&lt;br /&gt;not sure about racheal.. i think she's 8th?&lt;br /&gt;anywho congrats to all including&lt;br /&gt;yi fang for getting 1st in level!&lt;br /&gt;joscelin 2nd in level!&lt;br /&gt;CONGRATS ALL :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wahhh i'm so far behind them.&lt;br /&gt;yes, i must catch up! eoy, i'm preparing for it (:&lt;br /&gt;sigh, i should be outta here.&lt;br /&gt;bye.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i just can't go another day.. without you next to me ='(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6717865976645334628?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6717865976645334628/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6717865976645334628' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6717865976645334628'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6717865976645334628'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/okay-you-can-accuse-me-all-you-want-but.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8096178134239414943</id><published>2007-05-21T16:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-21T17:26:56.201+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;okay so. today got back our results&lt;br /&gt;some subjects i got really bullshits marks okay&lt;br /&gt;well here it is:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;ENGLISH&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;letter writing - 19/30&lt;br /&gt;bklet b - 25.5/50&lt;br /&gt;[no comments -.-]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;maths&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;paper 1 - 34/50&lt;br /&gt;paper 2 - 38/50&lt;br /&gt;total - 72/100&lt;br /&gt;[not bad ah.. but i still dropped =(]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;science&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chemistry - 31/35&lt;br /&gt;physics - 12.5/35&lt;br /&gt;biology - 19/30&lt;br /&gt;total - 62.5/100&lt;br /&gt;[FROM F9 TO B4. AN ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME! =D]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;malay&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;paper 1 - 43/70&lt;br /&gt;paper 2 - 41/70&lt;br /&gt;60%&lt;br /&gt;[yay. glad that i passed (: will do better!]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;geog&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;section a &amp; b - 32/40&lt;br /&gt;section c - 27/60&lt;br /&gt;total - 59/100&lt;br /&gt;[sucks , i know. i sort of cried because of this]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;literature&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;33.5/50&lt;br /&gt;67/100&lt;br /&gt;[improve! =)]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;home econs&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;34.5/50&lt;br /&gt;69/100&lt;br /&gt;[improve! =)]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;art&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;50/100&lt;br /&gt;[so much for my effort =.=]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea... hopefully overall.. in the report book&lt;br /&gt;after all the combinations and whatsoever,&lt;br /&gt;hope no red marks la seh.&lt;br /&gt;and hopefully i'm chosen for achievers tea? pretty please?&lt;br /&gt;and top 70 in the level. please god, help me?&lt;br /&gt;i mean, i've improved. that's what i know&lt;br /&gt;and to abg luqs , don't need to eat warheads la.&lt;br /&gt;adek pity you la seh. just do better okay?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;before i forget..&lt;br /&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON HOO!!&lt;br /&gt;AND BELATED TO FARAH =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. and oh, mdm diyana, oh please don't leave us ='(&lt;br /&gt;all of our good teachers left us!&lt;br /&gt;okay so first was mrs jammie chua, then you&lt;br /&gt;AHHH NOO. but the good news is, she's going to the fieldtrip with us!&lt;br /&gt;ANOTHER BAD NEWS, IF WE DONT HAVE A NEW TEACHER TO REPLACE HER&lt;br /&gt;WE'LL GET MDM FAZELAH AS ART TEACHER. TRUST ME, ALMOST EVERYBODY&lt;br /&gt;SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS WHEN MDM DYANA SAID THAT OKAY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WE LOVE YOU MDM DYANA!! REMEMBER 2-5'07 OKAY (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pic of mdm dyana taken in class&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sorry, very blurry, but here it is anyway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RlFj6YcvSGI/AAAAAAAAAAs/rG13fzGgtyI/s1600-h/mdm+dyana!.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5066940910415071330" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RlFj6YcvSGI/AAAAAAAAAAs/rG13fzGgtyI/s320/mdm+dyana!.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;and oh! i took another pic today because i wanted to show you people&lt;br /&gt;that 2-5 is a retard class! haha really fun to have them around =]&lt;br /&gt;here it is! =)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RlFkaIcvSHI/AAAAAAAAAA0/KCJeIeudLZI/s1600-h/RETARDS!+xD.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5066941455875917938" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RlFkaIcvSHI/AAAAAAAAAA0/KCJeIeudLZI/s320/RETARDS!+xD.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;the oh-so-famous farah amirah , navneet and chiewy ♥&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;that's all i've gotta say for now.&lt;br /&gt;normal lessons tomorrow. boringgggg. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;alright. til then, cya &amp;amp; take care (:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;-ira ♥&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;if only you knew.. how much i miss you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8096178134239414943?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8096178134239414943/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8096178134239414943' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8096178134239414943'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8096178134239414943'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/okay-so.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RlFj6YcvSGI/AAAAAAAAAAs/rG13fzGgtyI/s72-c/mdm+dyana!.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3678594147466702783</id><published>2007-05-19T15:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-19T16:11:40.224+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i love you rockstar ♥'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello there!&lt;br /&gt;sigh, the weekends are so boring.&lt;br /&gt;oaky, especially if it's a 3-day weekend&lt;br /&gt;i know i've been wishing for it to come&lt;br /&gt;but still, nothing to do!&lt;br /&gt;this is what you call.. the aftermath of exams&lt;br /&gt;after working so hard, then suddenly.. SNAP!&lt;br /&gt;nothing to do. boringggggg!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. so bored that DEBBIE updated her blog thrice!&lt;br /&gt;yea i've done that before.. somehow i'm lazy :P&lt;br /&gt;haha. but yea, i think she LOVES blogger now xD&lt;br /&gt;hehe. joking &lt;em&gt;the-bee! xD&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea. me &amp; abg luqs noticed that alot of people are being soooo attitude&lt;br /&gt;ugh! really ,  damn frustrated 'cause i dont tell people straight&lt;br /&gt;to face about how i feel.. it's tough i know especially when i'm a girl&lt;br /&gt;so i kinda.. bottled things up.. i don't know anyone perfect to pour it out to.&lt;br /&gt;it's so hard.. if i.. it won't.. and then.. i'm a goner. GONE SO YOUNG!&lt;br /&gt;dont worry abg, i know how you feel&lt;br /&gt;tk leh buat pape uhh, just endure it&lt;br /&gt;STAY STRONG!! :D  I'LL BE HERE YEA&lt;br /&gt;we'll cry together okay? YAYYY (:&lt;br /&gt;i miss abg luqs~ COME ON BE HONOURED!&lt;br /&gt;bleaghs. xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;[so yea. of course other than abg, i miss other people la&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;especially you-know-who. bile nk online rockstar?]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;nothing can describe how i feel right now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;do you see how much i need you right now?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&amp; when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;and make it okay..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;I MISS YOU!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yours truly,&lt;br /&gt;-ira :)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-3678594147466702783?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/3678594147466702783/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=3678594147466702783' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3678594147466702783'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/3678594147466702783'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/hello-there-sigh-weekends-are-so-boring.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1911683108814498888</id><published>2007-05-18T14:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-18T14:29:24.365+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='iloveyou'/><title type='text'>hello!</title><content type='html'>18 may 2007    10.40am&lt;br /&gt;hello there peeps!&lt;br /&gt;AND HELL YEAH! EXAMS ARE FINALLYYYYY OVER&lt;br /&gt;like seriously, it's so boring now&lt;br /&gt;gahh. more updates later on, i guess.&lt;br /&gt;wanna play my PSP!&lt;br /&gt;HARVEST MOOOOONNN&lt;br /&gt;haha. okay. cya &amp; tc :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-040207- rockstar :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;YOU brighten up my life,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;YOU made a difference in my life&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;when YOU're gone,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;the pieces of my HEART are missing you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;when YOU walk away,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i count the steps that YOU take ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i love you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EDITED!&lt;br /&gt;18 may 2007  2.29&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. it's still as boring as ever..&lt;br /&gt;even if i play with my PSP.. it won't make any difference at all..&lt;br /&gt;5 more days to 23rd may.&lt;br /&gt;which is .. my late grandmother's one year death anniversary&lt;br /&gt;i miss her.&lt;br /&gt;my eng compo is dedicated to her&lt;br /&gt;i chose question 3 which was "an event that caused much misery to my family"&lt;br /&gt;and well, it's a true story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i miss you, nenek.  please bless us&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;you will always be remembered ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i'm afraid of what's gonna happen next, please be there to guide me along&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. so today is marking day&lt;br /&gt;a day-off for regenites&lt;br /&gt;and yea, there's a newly improved uniform&lt;br /&gt;AND GUESS WHAT!?&lt;br /&gt;ALL SEC 3s 2008 MUST BUY IT!&lt;br /&gt;LIKE WTH. hmphhhhh~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gahh whatever.  and oh, last week of school, which is next week&lt;br /&gt;will be somehow tiring but fun. busy? hmm.. haha&lt;br /&gt;on monday, we'll be checking through our results..&lt;br /&gt;gahhh i'm nervous &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;on tuesday, normal day.. except there's this SFE talk&lt;br /&gt;BY MRS ESWARAN! SHE ROCKS OKAY :)&lt;br /&gt;on wednesday, post art exam exhibition!&lt;br /&gt;well, we're going to this museum to look around and blah3&lt;br /&gt;on thursday, NE TRAIL! excited? well i don't know..&lt;br /&gt;we're going to larbardor park and a few more parks for our trail&lt;br /&gt;hehe. and oh, looks like the sec 3s are going to changi for their&lt;br /&gt;maths &amp; science trail! haha, that's far.&lt;br /&gt;last but not least, FRIDAY! the day we're getting back our report books&lt;br /&gt;for those who are NOT identified for panel, hope it won't be me again!&lt;br /&gt;oh oh achievers tea! i sooooooo want it.  who doesn't? ;D&lt;br /&gt;and after that, clean classroom before we go for our one month break!&lt;br /&gt;i am soooo gonna miss 2-5 loads.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;yea &amp; i'm gonna miss seeing your face too. ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea, that's about it then. last week of the first half of 2007&lt;br /&gt;IT'S A WRAPPPP. haha&lt;br /&gt;i am going to miss geography &amp; homec lessons&lt;br /&gt;gahhh. next semester will be d&amp;amp;t and history&lt;br /&gt;BORING =X&lt;br /&gt;but there's definitely gonna be laughter here &amp; there ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love 2-5!!&lt;br /&gt;united we stand, divided we fall ©&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;done.&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1911683108814498888?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1911683108814498888/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1911683108814498888' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1911683108814498888'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1911683108814498888'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/hello.html' title='hello!'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-2400316399926633715</id><published>2007-05-14T15:35:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-14T15:36:16.906+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello! here are my current updates&lt;br /&gt;'cause chee yuinping wants me to update :P&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. MYE is still in progress..&lt;br /&gt;4 down, 4 to go&lt;br /&gt;can't wait for results! LOL&lt;br /&gt;review of the papers that are already over:&lt;br /&gt;english: erm. compre is hard.. the rest are okay..&lt;br /&gt;so i'm hoping to get 60+? =/&lt;br /&gt;malay: okayyyyyy. not tough. so.. B3? =D&lt;br /&gt;literature: okayyyyy. can do (: atleast A2 please? xD&lt;br /&gt;science: chemistry is perfect. biology is easier. physics is alright&lt;br /&gt;so atleast B3 for overall can? xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow will be MATHS paper 1 &amp;amp; 2..&lt;br /&gt;how how how? can i maintain my A1? i'm so scared la &gt;&lt; art ="/"&gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;since thur is ART.. and also the last exam :P&lt;br /&gt;hehe.. so that's all about it then&lt;br /&gt;til next time! ciao&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH YAAAAA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED ROCKSTAR ♥&lt;br /&gt;hehehe. da sweet sixteen la die xD&lt;br /&gt;aww. i miss him la can? =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-2400316399926633715?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/2400316399926633715/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=2400316399926633715' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/2400316399926633715'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/2400316399926633715'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/hello-here-are-my-current-updates-cause_14.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6920853289435892373</id><published>2007-05-02T18:57:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-02T18:57:20.778+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hello peeps x)&lt;br /&gt;hey you people! thanks for tagging while i was MIA-ing&lt;br /&gt;actually i'm still currently MIA-ing&lt;br /&gt;but hey, keep on tagging yea?&lt;br /&gt;hoho ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow will be the start of regent's MYE&lt;br /&gt;for those of you who have been living under the rock,&lt;br /&gt;MYE stands for Mid Year Exams&lt;br /&gt;hahaha&lt;br /&gt;okay back to what i was saying,&lt;br /&gt;TOMORROW IS THE FIRST PAPER!&lt;br /&gt;mother tongue paper 1 &amp; 2 &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;yes i should love my own language , malay =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bahasa melayu adalah bahasa ibundaku (:&lt;br /&gt;saya harus lulus dalam peperiksaan (:&lt;br /&gt;mungkin saya akan gagal semua?&lt;br /&gt;ish3, tidak tidak! xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;kembalilah kepadaku,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;selamilah jiwa ini yang terluka&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;ikatan kita berdua&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ish3.. sekarang dah bulan ke-lima,&lt;br /&gt;hari ini 2 hari bulan MEI pulak tu!&lt;br /&gt;maknanya, ESOK DAH MULA PEPERIKSAAN~&lt;br /&gt;hmm, esok peperiksaan, jangan panik ye semua! x)&lt;br /&gt;saya mahu mengucapkan SELAMAT BERJAYA dalam peperiksaan!!&lt;br /&gt;alhamdulillah, kamu semua boleh lulus =)&lt;br /&gt;tetapi, harus berusaha ye. xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bersyukurlah sentiasa,&lt;br /&gt;-ira (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to those who don't understand malay, sorry&lt;br /&gt;but yeah, GOOD LUCK FOR ALL EXAMS TO ALL MY READERS (:&lt;br /&gt;if i have any.. hehe xD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6920853289435892373?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6920853289435892373/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6920853289435892373' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6920853289435892373'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6920853289435892373'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/05/hello-peeps-x-hey-you-people-thanks-for.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6021453639153378927</id><published>2007-04-28T22:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-28T22:07:01.780+08:00</updated><title type='text'>hey</title><content type='html'>holla people.&lt;br /&gt;10 days without blogging felt like hell&lt;br /&gt;i feel like there's a need to blog&lt;br /&gt;because i want to spill out all my feelings here&lt;br /&gt;even though i know, sadly to say, no one comes to my blog daily&lt;br /&gt;as i can see it from myself, my tagboard is.. the same&lt;br /&gt;if you know what i mean though..&lt;br /&gt;gahh , i know my blog is not that popular&lt;br /&gt;oh well, i'll just blog anyway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea, i'm back after 10 days&lt;br /&gt;well, i should be MIA-ing for now&lt;br /&gt;so this will be my last as i have to quickly prepare for MYE&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. this coming thursday will be my first paper&lt;br /&gt;as for a start, it will be mother tongue&lt;br /&gt;happy or not? it doesn't matter&lt;br /&gt;i want to get it done and over with ASAP!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gahh. my life has changed from bad to worse&lt;br /&gt;yeap, that.. i've concluded.&lt;br /&gt;but i do appreciate my life&lt;br /&gt;oh guess what, i'm currently under the weather&lt;br /&gt;sigh, but i'm fine..temperature is normal =)&lt;br /&gt;will swallow some medicine&lt;br /&gt;and hopefully by tomorrow i'll be fine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rahh. i wish you readers the best of luck&lt;br /&gt;for your future endeavours (:&lt;br /&gt;to my abg luqs, thank you for being my best abg okay?&lt;br /&gt;thanks for hearing me out =))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TOMORROW IS THE DANCE FLOOR FINALS!!&lt;br /&gt;I WANT EITHER PLATINUM OR FANTASTIC FOUR TO WIN!!&lt;br /&gt;GAHHH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay out.&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6021453639153378927?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6021453639153378927/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6021453639153378927' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6021453639153378927'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6021453639153378927'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/hey.html' title='hey'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-3263270010824866240</id><published>2007-04-18T17:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-18T17:37:27.276+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey hey people! thanks for viewing my blog!&lt;br /&gt;continue tagging okay?&lt;br /&gt;abg luqs, thanks for dropping by often! ^^&lt;br /&gt;haha.. today received my medal [gold] for 4x100m!!&lt;br /&gt;OH YES. IT'S KINDA NICE LA. HEH~ XD&lt;br /&gt;oh, nothing much happened today.&lt;br /&gt;here, my 1st test :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/251374"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friend/251374/1.gif" alt="Leaderboard" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Create your own Friend Test here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my 2nd test :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/255552"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friend/255552/1.gif" alt="Leaderboard" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Create your own Friend Test here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hoho, good luck readers (:&lt;br /&gt;so far, boon, chiewy, shuhada &amp; wen hui know me best ^^&lt;br /&gt;-ira loves her rockstar :P&lt;br /&gt;edited 5:36pm 18 april 2007 wednesday&lt;div 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title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-524683733136569113</id><published>2007-04-17T19:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-17T19:25:10.311+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey readers :]&lt;br /&gt;how's life people? haha&lt;br /&gt;mine, nothing much happened&lt;br /&gt;gonna get trophy tomorrow~&lt;br /&gt;yay xD&lt;br /&gt;but must come to school earlier,&lt;br /&gt;reached by 7.10&lt;br /&gt;hurhur &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;haha , alright.&lt;br /&gt;readers, please, take this test please xD&lt;br /&gt;i want to see who knows me best (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/251374"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friend/251374/1.gif" alt="Leaderboard" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Create your own Friend Test here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank you thank you (:&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;7.22pm April 17th 2007 , tuesday night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH YA!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA =DDDD&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-524683733136569113?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/524683733136569113/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=524683733136569113' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/524683733136569113'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/524683733136569113'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/hey-readers-hows-life-people-haha-mine.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-2013124702443576636</id><published>2007-04-15T21:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-15T21:41:17.512+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='do not label me'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>emo-ing is definately love.&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. rockstar isn't there by my side&lt;br /&gt;who'll be the substituition?&lt;br /&gt;no one.&lt;br /&gt;because can console me the way he consoles&lt;br /&gt;i miss you dearest ='(&lt;br /&gt;every tear that i cry , represents how much&lt;br /&gt;i love you , i miss you , how precious you are to me&lt;br /&gt;&amp; how i want you to be mine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much loves,&lt;br /&gt;-ira&lt;br /&gt;sunday 15 april 2007 9:40pm&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-2013124702443576636?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/2013124702443576636/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=2013124702443576636' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/2013124702443576636'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/2013124702443576636'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/gahhhhh-billy-martin-is-hawt-x3-okay.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-860830666897643116</id><published>2007-04-14T20:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-15T14:19:43.158+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;SHUHADAAAAAAAA!! ♥♥♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RiDHA8ycngI/AAAAAAAAAAU/NvXTpRAZBXQ/s1600-h/ira%26ada.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RiHDq8ycnhI/AAAAAAAAAAc/XmDgu5-CK9A/s1600-h/SLS.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5053535399526047250" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RiHDq8ycnhI/AAAAAAAAAAc/XmDgu5-CK9A/s320/SLS.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;I LOVE YOU OKAY. HEH&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;i know that i'm the ugliest among the three&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;i have to admit it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;ade satu budak laki ni uhh. dulu panggil aku&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;muka macam cacat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;how do you feel when someone say you look like&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;a disabled person? tell me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;HAPPY BELATED ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;TO MY DEAREST WEN HUI ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;I LOVE YOU TOO!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;MWAHHHHS.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"&gt;i can't wait for SLS first year anni. heh &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;it'll be on 17 august&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;3 days after my birthday&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;last year on that day,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;it was our first neoprint outing day (:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;lots of love,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;-ira(:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;14th april 2007, saturday 8:21pm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;happy 14th!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:+0;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;oh i love rockstar too!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;from 4th feb 07 to forever? x) hope &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-860830666897643116?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/860830666897643116/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=860830666897643116' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/860830666897643116'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/860830666897643116'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/happy-one-year-anniversary-to-my.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VDThHEgxUNg/RiHDq8ycnhI/AAAAAAAAAAc/XmDgu5-CK9A/s72-c/SLS.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-607261684616073002</id><published>2007-04-12T16:17:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T16:18:37.740+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>roar. heh, guess what&lt;br /&gt;today's post is supposedly my 100th post&lt;br /&gt;my previous blog, tearyourheart- has 84&lt;br /&gt;this is my 16th..&lt;br /&gt;so let's do abit of maths shall we xD&lt;br /&gt;84+16=THE BIG 100!!&lt;br /&gt;haha. okay lame.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well, yesterday was sports day [11th april]&lt;br /&gt;it was a memorable event for me ;D&lt;br /&gt;so yea, we ended school at 10am&lt;br /&gt;so my class had PE &amp; chemistry only&lt;br /&gt;yeap. two hours to me, is not enough&lt;br /&gt;i love my class okay :P&lt;br /&gt;heh. so yea, met up with wenhui &amp;amp; the rest&lt;br /&gt;at the bus stop near yew tee pri&lt;br /&gt;we were like.. wow it's gonna be 2.40 xD&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. we entered the stadium at around 2.50 or so&lt;br /&gt;heh. i saw 2-5 peeps (:&lt;br /&gt;saw &lt;em&gt;him&lt;/em&gt; too. i was like.. gahhhh i love him okay. xD&lt;br /&gt;so took my attendance, and we all went in xD yay-ness xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sooo once after , we sang the school song [omg who sang?]&lt;br /&gt;ms lo officially announced the start of sports day 2007!&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. you know what.. at first i sat at resilience which is the most left side..&lt;br /&gt;but right when you enter xD i saw abg luqs! haha..&lt;br /&gt;apehal ngan guitar tu? tau la tu kesygan abg! haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. we msged each other for awhile then..&lt;br /&gt;all the telematches and tug-o-war started xD&lt;br /&gt;i was soooooo entertained okay! those who fall down, i pity you!&lt;br /&gt;take care okay but, you people are so cute laa. haha! no offence =x&lt;br /&gt;anyway, congrats to winners ;D&lt;br /&gt;then had teachers relay. haha they're so cute too! congrats again!&lt;br /&gt;WE'RE ALL WINNERS OKAY ;)&lt;br /&gt;YAYYY~ so yea, after that 4x100m baton relay!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first, they started out with sec 1 girls, then followed by guys&lt;br /&gt;when it's the sec 2 girls' turn to run, i was like.. 'omg i need to pee'&lt;br /&gt;wen hui said her heart wanna come out haha. she so cute la xD&lt;br /&gt;sylvia was like.. 'come on let's do this.i'm ready'&lt;br /&gt;syl, i LOVE your positive side x)&lt;br /&gt;elaine said she doesn't like to lose.. i mean, who does?&lt;br /&gt;so yea, that really make me wanna go all the way we practised hard,&lt;br /&gt;so i don't want our efforts to go down the drain&lt;br /&gt;so i was assigned to my position as the 3rd runner&lt;br /&gt;my legs were shaking, i swear. then..&lt;br /&gt;it started sylvia ran as fast as she could x)&lt;br /&gt;at first, we were like.. 2nd or 3rd..&lt;br /&gt;BUT! thanks to elaine , we got the lead when she passed to me the baton,&lt;br /&gt;i ran with my full speed&lt;br /&gt;aliyah from tenacity almost catched up with me,&lt;br /&gt;but i ran even faster to pass the baton to wen hui&lt;br /&gt;and maintain the lead&lt;br /&gt;so ZOOOOM! there goes my dear wen hui she's damn fast okay,&lt;br /&gt;so while she take the lead i was like..&lt;br /&gt;screaming crazily together with farah aqilah from resilience team 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yayyyy resilience team 1&lt;br /&gt;maintained champion for two years , gold!&lt;br /&gt;we were all like screaming our hearts out! AHHHH!!&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHAHA so yea.. went up to get my towel and&lt;br /&gt;drink loads of water thanks to everyone who congratulated me&lt;br /&gt;i didn't really help that much..&lt;br /&gt;sylvia, wen hui &amp; elaine you guys rock on alright :)&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. once all events are done, it was prize presentation time!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they announced that we'll be getting fake medals[temporary]&lt;br /&gt;from previous years..&lt;br /&gt;cos trophy company haven't send all the trophies&lt;br /&gt;lol -.-&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. when it was our turn to step up, we were like..&lt;br /&gt;wahooo xD so yea.. received the medal..&lt;br /&gt;ex-vice principal mrs aslinah shariff said that&lt;br /&gt;'wow don't u feel tall today?' we both laughed..&lt;br /&gt;i said no i'm not xD so yea..&lt;br /&gt;mr tan took photo of the 4 of us.. i want the pic! =x&lt;br /&gt;then after all winners received it, group photo~&lt;br /&gt;then followed by house photo xD congrats to all! xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. after that returned the medals back into the box..&lt;br /&gt;can't wait to know our timing, to see if we broke the record[again]&lt;br /&gt;can't wait for our trophy too! yayness xD&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. after that, packed up..&lt;br /&gt;saw rockstar again.. gahhh loves* he smiled at me,&lt;br /&gt;obviously i smiled back then he say..&lt;br /&gt;'sombong..takpe..' then i'm like.. ape? mane ade.. oiiii ayeee!&lt;br /&gt;then he turned around..&lt;br /&gt;seriously i can't stop smiling to your smile gahhhh&lt;br /&gt;heh. so yea.. i was smiling away til i reached home..&lt;br /&gt;still smiling okay! i'm addicted xP&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. movin' on to today.. 12 april what happened today?&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. well, first it was chemistry before that,&lt;br /&gt;we settled down in our class yan hao said&lt;br /&gt;congrats to elaine i heard elaine was like&lt;br /&gt;'no.. it was syahirah..she persevered throughout..'&lt;br /&gt;then i'm like.. huh? so yan hao congratulated thanks :)&lt;br /&gt;but it should really go to wen hui , syl and elaine&lt;br /&gt;i did try my very best,&lt;br /&gt;but nothing can change the fact that those 3 are faster x)&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. chemistry started..&lt;br /&gt;mr heng went through the quiz 1 we had last week&lt;br /&gt;okay farah amirah, you're such a psycho. HAHAHA!&lt;br /&gt;i didn't expect to get 19/20&lt;br /&gt;well maybe i did.. cos.. it was easy =x&lt;br /&gt;so yea. i got top 6 in class congrats to the rest of the 5 =)&lt;br /&gt;2-5, work hard okay ;D&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. i chose CHOCOLATE lollipop&lt;br /&gt;ohhh yes, i sooo love chocolate&lt;br /&gt;hm.. blah3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we went to chemistry lab after that to do one experiment?&lt;br /&gt;hmm. yea we didn't have enough time, cos class was[is] noisy&lt;br /&gt;well.. as usual.. hmm.. so yea we managed to use..&lt;br /&gt;the thing.. forgot what it's called =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then had PSE lesson..&lt;br /&gt;ms woo said we'll still be learning about 'temptation'&lt;br /&gt;let me share it with my readers ;D&lt;br /&gt;guys should respect us.. our body.. etc&lt;br /&gt;girls have the right to say no&lt;br /&gt;so guys have to be understanding well..&lt;br /&gt;nothing much.. kinda boring =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had recess.. ate nasi lemak! yay &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;CCT.. did my journal last minute =P&lt;br /&gt;then it was time for IT lesson we continued with our&lt;br /&gt;macromedia flash mx&lt;br /&gt;last year was dreamweaver mx&lt;br /&gt;haha.. it was soooo fun xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then.. liyana came in to the comp lab.. she cried ='(&lt;br /&gt;liyana and the rest of MCS, you guys did your best&lt;br /&gt;i know you put in alot of effort&lt;br /&gt;please do not look down on yourself&lt;br /&gt;you guys are the best.&lt;br /&gt;the judges seriously have no taste or what?&lt;br /&gt;omg i'm a better judge alright!&lt;br /&gt;hmph. don't worry babe, i'm here by your side :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after that, had english.. boring okay&lt;br /&gt;most of us failed eng compre i got 13/30 i could have passed!&lt;br /&gt;ROAR but ms joy tay said it wasn't really a test..&lt;br /&gt;so.. phew..&lt;br /&gt;anyway it was last year's sec 2 mid year 2006&lt;br /&gt;so now i know the standard xD&lt;br /&gt;i must build up my vocabulary asap xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SKIP! CME , the last period.&lt;br /&gt;mr heng came in and announced&lt;br /&gt;that we'll be having maths instead of CME , i was like..&lt;br /&gt;wahoooo =P so he went through some questions&lt;br /&gt;&amp; made me understand better =P&lt;br /&gt;but while he was explaining,&lt;br /&gt;i was doing my tuition hmwk&lt;br /&gt;heh. i already understand what he's talking about..&lt;br /&gt;so i just do xD&lt;br /&gt;hmmm.. yea.. first thing tomorrow..&lt;br /&gt;MATHS TEST! one hour! 40 marks? not sure.&lt;br /&gt;simultaneous equations.. i'm getting the hang of it..&lt;br /&gt;will clarify my doubts when i have tuition later xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and oh, tomorrow geog test too!&lt;br /&gt;good luck 2-5 (:&lt;br /&gt;may we strive hard together (:&lt;br /&gt;so yea..&lt;br /&gt;science remedial postponed to monday i was like.. ZZZZ!&lt;br /&gt;okay...&lt;br /&gt;i need to go for physics and biology&lt;br /&gt;i failed both -.-&lt;br /&gt;so hopefully chemistry will really pull up my marks (:&lt;br /&gt;i seriously need to go double maths and double science la&lt;br /&gt;*prays hard*&lt;br /&gt;so ended at 2 plus.. it was raining.. oh gosh -.-&lt;br /&gt;went to the bus stop, waited..&lt;br /&gt;abg luqs walked past me i don't dare to tegur,&lt;br /&gt;his face so fierce okay. no offence =x&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. went to yew tee.. bought sweet talk for myself ♥&lt;br /&gt;haha.. thirsty yea..&lt;br /&gt;so straight away went home.. online.. saw abg luqs online..&lt;br /&gt;chatted for awhile then he go offline without telling me -.-&lt;br /&gt;currently chatting with shuhada ♥&lt;br /&gt;&amp; syahirah[same name] ♥&lt;br /&gt;while listening to music..&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; i miss my rockstar. the end. sorry .. longggg post&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i'm not alone, even when we're apart, i feel you ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;no i &lt;u&gt;can't&lt;/u&gt; unlove you&lt;/span&gt; {04.02.07}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thursday 4:17 pm 12 april 2007&lt;br /&gt;-ira(:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-607261684616073002?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/607261684616073002/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=607261684616073002' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/607261684616073002'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/607261684616073002'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/roar.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5288907976432756453</id><published>2007-04-10T21:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-10T21:32:25.210+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>so this is how it started it out for today..&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. reached school like normal&lt;br /&gt;didn't see liyana there&lt;br /&gt;i forgot.. she's preparing for SYF.&lt;br /&gt;haha. terlupe la. sorry eh&lt;br /&gt;anyway, bring back gold with honour please xD&lt;br /&gt;hehe. kau kene blanje aku lepas dpt tu xP&lt;br /&gt;AHEM! haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so after i left my bag at my class @ parade square&lt;br /&gt;wanted to work around..&lt;br /&gt;so i ajak shuhada to go toilet with me&lt;br /&gt;okay, i swear we both saw &lt;em&gt;rockstar&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at the canteen. can recognise his red crumpler bag&lt;br /&gt;from far. oh yes, i miss him alright.&lt;br /&gt;which girlfriend doesn't miss her beloved boyfriend?&lt;br /&gt;so yea, i sms him saying sorry about ________&lt;br /&gt;and mentioned that i saw him&lt;br /&gt;he didn't reply.. wokayyyy so i waited&lt;br /&gt;&amp; waited &amp;amp; waited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. alright. since he's busy, i shall not disturb&lt;br /&gt;but i just want him to know how i feel&lt;br /&gt;dear, i hope you even have the time to read my blog now&lt;br /&gt;you don't know how good it feels whenever i see you around&lt;br /&gt;but atleast reply my sms?&lt;br /&gt;anyway i'm just blogging it all out so that he knows&lt;br /&gt;how i feel. for those of you who have NEGATIVE&lt;br /&gt;comments, keep it to yourself. i don't need it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had home econs for first two periods&lt;br /&gt;okay.. so i was fucked up with the computer&lt;br /&gt;oh, we went to comp lab to downloaf our coursework&lt;br /&gt;for practical exam.. which is coming soon&lt;br /&gt;within the two hours, i was like.. ARGH!!!&lt;br /&gt;whatever.&lt;br /&gt;and! thanks esther for sending it to me through email&lt;br /&gt;cheers. xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RECESS! like phew, finally&lt;br /&gt;alaaa, farah farah. kau nye beg ade bnyk batu la!&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHA. tkle masok buku2 kau lagi&lt;br /&gt;habes la aku nk kene bwk bnyk barang xP&lt;br /&gt;anyway. thanks verna for the help&lt;br /&gt;roarrrrr&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i sms shuhada asking where she is&lt;br /&gt;she replied saying that she helped cikgu vanitha&lt;br /&gt;on the coupon thingy.. aww.. so cute.. ahaa &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;[i may seem like in a happy mood.. but no, not in that mood]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i'm missing rockstar like mad.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. so after that..&lt;br /&gt;reading period.. while mr heng was not yet in class&lt;br /&gt;i quickly do abit of maths [it really gives me a hell load of stress]&lt;br /&gt;then uh oh, he reached already&lt;br /&gt;so yea, read LIFE &amp; Digital Life&lt;br /&gt;cool new gadgets xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. after that.. had science&lt;br /&gt;so it was chemistry&lt;br /&gt;still mr heng ..&lt;br /&gt;so yea, today learnt more about atoms and ions&lt;br /&gt;oh cool, experiment comin' up xD&lt;br /&gt;excited la! haha&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. i think tomorrow learn about isotopes&lt;br /&gt;chemistry is the best xD&lt;br /&gt;biology sucks, to me it is&lt;br /&gt;physics it's just alright.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love you so much&lt;br /&gt;i miss you so much&lt;br /&gt;i hope someday.. everything will get back to normal&lt;br /&gt;me &amp;amp; you.. just like the olden days..&lt;br /&gt;i miss my angel who brighten up my life last time ='(&lt;br /&gt;you are my pillar of strength&lt;br /&gt;without you, i'll feel weak&lt;br /&gt;eventually.. slowly.. i'll take my leave&lt;br /&gt;i &lt;u&gt;need&lt;/u&gt; &lt;b&gt;you&lt;/b&gt; now &amp; forever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;{040207} i shall never forget&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;you've been the best dear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i hope i've been the best for you..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;if not, i apologise&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;right now.. let's just concentrate on MYE&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;if you want, we can talk things out someday&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;rockstar is my addiction.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;nothing can desribe this feeling&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;if you were ever to leave me one day,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i am not able to live =(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;can't bear to love someone else&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;it's just you, ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;don't ever leave me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"&gt;THIS IS TO MY BEST ABG (:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"&gt;CHEER UP OKAY. DON'T GIVE UP IN LIFE BECAUSE OF ALL THE SHITS HAPPENING&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"&gt;IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU, I WOULD HAVE BEEN LOST OKAY&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"&gt;THANKS :)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;TO SHUHADA (:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;AWW. I LOVE YOU BABE.. THANKS ALOT FOR EVERYTHING.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;TO THE REST,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:180%;"&gt;THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE :)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:180%;"&gt;THANK YOU.. WEN HUI, LIYANA, ARINIE, LISA, SYLVIA, MUNIRAH, VERNA, HOCK HUEY.. YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE.. ESPECIALLY TODAY ^^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;2-5 '07&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;I EFFING LOVE YOU.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;ALL THIS FROM,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:webdings;"&gt;Y&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:180%;"&gt;-SYA(: {{#15&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright. gotta go eat late dinner. catch ya later&lt;br /&gt;sorry .. long post.&lt;br /&gt;alright , bye. take care sexy people &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;9.31 pm , tuesday night , 10 april 2007&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5288907976432756453?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5288907976432756453/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5288907976432756453' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5288907976432756453'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5288907976432756453'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/so-this-is-how-it-started-it-out-for.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-7072893696014181222</id><published>2007-04-09T20:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-09T20:20:06.725+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hmm.. well , i received new timetable for week b again&lt;br /&gt;not again!  grr&lt;br /&gt;received mid year exams timetable&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. first paper is mother tongue on the 3rd of may&lt;br /&gt;haiya! mt first again.&lt;br /&gt;last paper on 17th .. which is art.. again last -.-&lt;br /&gt;but yea on the 18th is marking day..&lt;br /&gt;SO NO SCHOOL. WAHOOO CAN REST xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and yea, i really need to buck up right now&lt;br /&gt;the subjects i need to pull up are: english , science , mt[omg]&lt;br /&gt;and lit!&lt;br /&gt;the rest.. maintain =]  or higher.. that's better xD&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. yea. IJA say i must believe in myself that i can =))&lt;br /&gt;yes, i will. hurhur.  thank you IJA =)&lt;br /&gt;i need my confidence to boost, and more motivation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yesyes. 3-8 is where i shall go to next year&lt;br /&gt;in fact, IT'S A MUST! wahaha xD&lt;br /&gt;must go beat the bro of mine &gt;=)&lt;br /&gt;*evil laughters*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright then..nothing much la..&lt;br /&gt;just giving a quick update&lt;br /&gt;ohhhhh. i'm tired x)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira(:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss rockstar ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;yes i still think about him&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;still loving him&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;nevermind, let's wait til exams are over&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;love,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;your star girl; 040207&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday 9 April 2007 , 8.18pm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;WENHUI DEAR :D&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;iloveyou la &lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;hehe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-7072893696014181222?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/7072893696014181222/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=7072893696014181222' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7072893696014181222'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7072893696014181222'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/hmm.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-47030270560558457</id><published>2007-04-06T15:33:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-06T15:33:47.560+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yes, i am back to my oldself&lt;br /&gt;gonna lead back to my old life&lt;br /&gt;ahhh.. those days are the best&lt;br /&gt;2005 &amp; 2006 are my most beloved years ever&lt;br /&gt;this year.. not so =/&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. now.. i've decided to just stick with to rock music&lt;br /&gt;oh hell yeah. rock on.&lt;br /&gt;bands like unwritten law, silverstein and nickelback&lt;br /&gt;are LOVE &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;three days grace, new found glory, linkin park, lostprophets&lt;br /&gt;and rise against are what i recommend &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;if you want more recommendations personally faved by me,&lt;br /&gt;then ask me ;D&lt;br /&gt;haha. seriously, i'm in love with saosin!&lt;br /&gt;from first to last definately&lt;br /&gt;i finished downloading a few songs..&lt;br /&gt;omg i didn't realise i exceed 370 songs!&lt;br /&gt;there'll be more coming. haha!&lt;br /&gt;gahhh matchbook romance &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;okay. so today's entry is all about my songs recommendations&lt;br /&gt;hope u guys like 'em x)&lt;br /&gt;haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;awwwww. dear take care okay?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;how i wish i'm the one that's sick x(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;roar. i'll be worried, no worries. hehe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;loves*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira(:&lt;br /&gt;3.33pm 6 april 2007, friday&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-47030270560558457?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/47030270560558457/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=47030270560558457' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/47030270560558457'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/47030270560558457'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/yes-i-am-back-to-my-oldself-gonna-lead.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8533641777400969759</id><published>2007-04-04T18:59:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-04T19:17:44.144+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today started with a good mood&lt;br /&gt;i was damn happy to go to school today&lt;br /&gt;despite my muscle ache&lt;br /&gt;was thinking about my rockstar all the time&lt;br /&gt;i understand that he's busy and all that&lt;br /&gt;and yea, i miss him okay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;happy 2 mths dear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn excited to see him.&lt;br /&gt;then today started off with art&lt;br /&gt;well, i didn't bring it =X&lt;br /&gt;i haven't do. heh so later wanna hurry do xD&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. we can't have art at the art room&lt;br /&gt;'cause mdm fazelah wanted to use it&lt;br /&gt;hmph how selfish!&lt;br /&gt;skip skip skip&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after that, mt! cikgu tk dtg lagi xD yay.heh&lt;br /&gt;so bla3.. sms rockstar actually..&lt;br /&gt;then.. hais.. he really killed me with his words&lt;br /&gt;i cried on the way back to class&lt;br /&gt;and also going down for recess&lt;br /&gt;sigh.. alright skipped&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he apologised, i accepted it&lt;br /&gt;but when i say sorry, he say save it for later&lt;br /&gt;that killed me , you don't know how it feels&lt;br /&gt;he apologised for that..&lt;br /&gt;and then we're okay already..&lt;br /&gt;next..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chem test.. it was okay.&lt;br /&gt;alright skip to lit&lt;br /&gt;HMM.. i think it was just alright&lt;br /&gt;feeling very moody&lt;br /&gt;ended at 2pm.. got back math test&lt;br /&gt;2-5 must jiayou for everything okay&lt;br /&gt;btw, i scored 27.5/40&lt;br /&gt;bad bad.. i know.. hais.. i'm disappointed&lt;br /&gt;i was expecting 30+ okay&lt;br /&gt;that's it for now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;this comes from the bottom of my heart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&amp; i apologise if it's offensive&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dear, why is it that i always have to be the one compromising?&lt;br /&gt;is everything my fault?&lt;br /&gt;here i am loving &amp;amp; missing u like mad&lt;br /&gt;i waited for u for 1 and half hour&lt;br /&gt;missed 3 bus just to wait for u&lt;br /&gt;cos i'm doing it for u&lt;br /&gt;i sacrifised alot.&lt;br /&gt;so it looks like i'm a jinx ='(&lt;br /&gt;dear. why must show your attitude to me?&lt;br /&gt;if you really love me, why treat me this way?&lt;br /&gt;dear, after all this.. &lt;strong&gt;i still can't stop lovin' u&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing is able to stop it&lt;br /&gt;i want your oldself back&lt;br /&gt;where's my angel when i need him?&lt;br /&gt;i seriously miss you&lt;br /&gt;dear, if this doesn't make u regret..&lt;br /&gt;then.. i'm sorry.. there's nothing else i can do&lt;br /&gt;listen, this is my honest ever.. came from the bottom of my heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i still love you no matter what&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;even if u choose to hate me.. :(&lt;br /&gt;everyday i think about u..&lt;br /&gt;u are really stuck in my head all the time&lt;br /&gt;dear.. u really killed me with your words&lt;br /&gt;u dont know how shattered i am&lt;br /&gt;i miss you-&lt;br /&gt;dear, i know i'm not the best in the world&lt;br /&gt;but i hope u can appreciate the way i am&lt;br /&gt;and i'm trying very hard to be a better person&lt;br /&gt;and u should too&lt;br /&gt;loves*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss your voice&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss your accent&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss your laugh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss everything about you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i love you rockstar ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;happy 2 mnths. may we last longer&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8533641777400969759?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8533641777400969759/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8533641777400969759' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8533641777400969759'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8533641777400969759'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/today-started-with-good-mood-i-was-damn.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1596224331379121527</id><published>2007-04-03T21:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-03T21:11:24.633+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;sorry chiew tong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i see when i have the mood kay?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;sorry babe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;love ya mei &lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today in school was alright&lt;br /&gt;i came with a bandaged thigh on the left leg&lt;br /&gt;my left leg is really really in pain okay&lt;br /&gt;my right is normal, very normal&lt;br /&gt;right now, i think the pain is getting.. &lt;em&gt;worse&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so when i reached school, can't sit on the floor&lt;br /&gt;so sat on the chair&lt;br /&gt;thanks everyone for helping me along the way :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't wanna go to details about today&lt;br /&gt;lessons were alright.&lt;br /&gt;changed sitting arrangement&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow then we'll know who we're sitting with&lt;br /&gt;i don't mind sitting with anyone&lt;br /&gt;maybe except for you-know-who [girl]&lt;br /&gt;and you-know-who [guy]&lt;br /&gt;i mean.. who wants to sit with them?&lt;br /&gt;2-5, tell me.&lt;br /&gt;i'll tell you guys who i meant la.. tomorrow haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright. i thought got cca today&lt;br /&gt;so i wanted to go shop to buy food..&lt;br /&gt;then while i was walking down slowly from stairs to canteen..&lt;br /&gt;I SAW ROCKSTAR! I SWEAR IT'S HIM&lt;br /&gt;CAN RECOGNISE HIS BAG AND HIS HAIR!! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;yes dear. i called out for you.&lt;br /&gt;i even tried catching up with you despite my injured leg&lt;br /&gt;in the end i think u didn't notice me&lt;br /&gt;that was the first time i saw him since last friday&lt;br /&gt;you don't know how much i miss you everyday ♥&lt;br /&gt;oh ya, he turned around.. manage to see his face!! haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. after eating.. etc.&lt;br /&gt;went up to 3rd lvl.. found out no CCA for lower sec&lt;br /&gt;as they're practising for sajak competition&lt;br /&gt;you can do it seniors (:&lt;br /&gt;shuhada &amp; i decided to go lot one! haha&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; i used up my $5 popular voucher. yes! haha&lt;br /&gt;oh shuhada. thank you so much girl. i love you&lt;br /&gt;not forgetting liyana &lt;3 i'm always here kay.&lt;br /&gt;even if i have to go.. &amp; leave this world..&lt;br /&gt;do not be afraid.. as i will still be by your side&lt;br /&gt;what the fuck am i talking about?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i realised that nowadays i've been having cramps at my both legs&lt;br /&gt;don't tell me sooner or later i can't walk anymore?&lt;br /&gt;or i have to amputate? oh no. please don't let that happen&lt;br /&gt;i need my legs to live! no legs means no life for me&lt;br /&gt;just now, when i reached home..&lt;br /&gt;my right foot was paralysed. i was in pain okay!&lt;br /&gt;i cried out for my maid!!&lt;br /&gt;and i called out for dearest rockstar too [i miss you badly]&lt;br /&gt;thank god my maid massage [painful]&lt;br /&gt;and i was finally able to move it&lt;br /&gt;phew. my heartbeat was like so damn fast okay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright sexy people. i gotta go now.. another 'session'&lt;br /&gt;for massage. heh. bye &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahh yes. tmr's the 4th. happy 2 months dear&lt;br /&gt;loves* &amp;amp; misses* from me, star girl (:&lt;br /&gt;i hope to bump into you tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;there's still something i [u]promised[/u] to give you&lt;br /&gt;especially on the 4th (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you talk&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you crap&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you are&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you laugh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you make me feel like a natural woman[errr..]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you console&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. the way you advice&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. your presence&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. your love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. everything about you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss.. YOU! x)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;that is for you dear.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;omg i can't wait for thursday.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i hope it'll be a fine day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;-ira&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;9.10pm tuesday 3rd april 07&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1596224331379121527?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1596224331379121527/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1596224331379121527' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1596224331379121527'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1596224331379121527'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/sorry-chiew-tong-i-see-when-i-have-mood.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1338469359618212666</id><published>2007-04-02T21:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-02T21:33:40.593+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>haha. i'll blog about what happened just now tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;SERIOUSLY IT WAS FUN OKAY&lt;br /&gt;ahaa. i'm part of the bananas&lt;br /&gt;BA is lewis[di di]&lt;br /&gt;NA is ben[kor] &amp; chiewy[mei mei]&lt;br /&gt;S is me xD&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHA.. GO US =D&lt;br /&gt;pics will be uploaded tomorrow =)&lt;br /&gt;hopefully. now gotta go massage my leg..&lt;br /&gt;btw my muscle at my thigh is UNBEARABLE PAIN OKAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;rockstar&amp;amp;hearts;     are u willing to carry me to the end?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;aww. i miss u damn badly&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;love u ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1338469359618212666?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1338469359618212666/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1338469359618212666' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1338469359618212666'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1338469359618212666'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/haha.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-7799983825558024194</id><published>2007-04-01T16:15:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-01T16:15:20.478+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>weekends.&lt;br /&gt;don't even ask me about it&lt;br /&gt;i mean, what else can i say?&lt;br /&gt;other than.. BORING!&lt;br /&gt;seriously, i can't help thinking and worrying about&lt;br /&gt;that dearest rockstar of mine&lt;br /&gt;he's damn precious okay&lt;br /&gt;please reply my sms..? please?&lt;br /&gt;go online? i've been waiting.. still waiting..&lt;br /&gt;i hope tomorrow i'm able to see you &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;to say that i miss you, say that i love you&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;i still love you &amp;hearts;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. i need to see the sec 3 combinations for next year&lt;br /&gt;then i'm able to aim for which i want..&lt;br /&gt;i better make a wise choice&lt;br /&gt;and will start studying now..&lt;br /&gt;mid year exams[and also finals] give me the creeps&lt;br /&gt;I WANNA GO ACHIEVERS TEA!&lt;br /&gt;but i'm afraid of going up the stage to receive the certificate&lt;br /&gt;okay ira, you're such a coward&lt;br /&gt;but still, must work hard ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i only have two distinctions..A1 and A2[maths and geog]&lt;br /&gt;sheesh. it's not enough&lt;br /&gt;i soooo need to buck up on my english&lt;br /&gt;[so that i'll do better for lit as well]&lt;br /&gt;being in the BEST english class isn't my type&lt;br /&gt;but 2-5, i love you :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;science science science..&lt;br /&gt;fine, i got F9 for the first term&lt;br /&gt;now aiming for atleast a pass&lt;br /&gt;maybe c5?&lt;br /&gt;oh god.. help me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i MUST go to a double maths &amp; double sci class&lt;br /&gt;criteria? A2 for maths&lt;br /&gt;double pure sciences i don't know&lt;br /&gt;but i know in order to go TRIPLE science&lt;br /&gt;is a minimum of 68 =)&lt;br /&gt;seriously, i'm so out of that category&lt;br /&gt;i need a miracle. quick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i love you rockstar. i still do&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;if you see this, i wanna book you on wednesday please&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;heh. and! gimme a msg or something?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;I MISS YOU! badly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-7799983825558024194?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/7799983825558024194/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=7799983825558024194' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7799983825558024194'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7799983825558024194'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/04/weekends.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6418444635348549723</id><published>2007-03-31T17:28:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-31T17:28:54.098+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>sec 2 life is so tiring&lt;br /&gt;next year , it'll be worse&lt;br /&gt;somebody please save me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i can't stop thinking about you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;rockstar&lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6418444635348549723?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6418444635348549723/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6418444635348549723' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6418444635348549723'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6418444635348549723'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/sec-2-life-is-so-tiring-next-year-itll.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1852957120846849234</id><published>2007-03-29T18:28:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-29T18:28:45.265+08:00</updated><title type='text'>hey</title><content type='html'>hey readers =)&lt;br /&gt;time for me to update this blog..&lt;br /&gt;or else it'll be pronounced as dead..haha&lt;br /&gt;hmm..yesterday had sports heats&lt;br /&gt;it was so fun and enjoyable =)&lt;br /&gt;yeap it was tiring and i didnt really regret running for it&lt;br /&gt;i now know i have to work hard in order to succeed ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my next battle will be the 2.4km run[next week]&lt;br /&gt;pass?  18min 45sec&lt;br /&gt;gold? 16min somethingsomethingsec&lt;br /&gt;okay i swear i got 14min+ for last year's run&lt;br /&gt;yeah i got gold[5 points]&lt;br /&gt;but this year?  it seems like i've lost it already&lt;br /&gt;whatever it is, i am gonna try harder&lt;br /&gt;i am gonna maintain.. maybe atleast.. 15min?&lt;br /&gt;i have to. i must.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after that, 4x100m baton relay[next next week]&lt;br /&gt;GO RESILIENCE! WE CAN BE CHAMPIONS [FOR THIS EVENT]&lt;br /&gt;AGAIN!! LET'S BREAK MORE RECORDS =D&lt;br /&gt;i think i'll be running the 3rd 100m.. yes i must do it within 15sec or so&lt;br /&gt;wenhui dear, u will give me moral support wont u? ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;next, CROSS COUNTRY{3.2km}!! [june]&lt;br /&gt;hurhur. tell me, how am i suppose to get top 15[medallist]&lt;br /&gt;when they're gonna be conquered by fast runners&lt;br /&gt;like yu xiang, wen hui, elaine, jelyn, sylvia, verna, lina and syaibah&lt;br /&gt;yes, i have MONTHS to train myself..&lt;br /&gt;but i'm busy with school[yeah.. duh. heh]&lt;br /&gt;so i think once a week i'll train..i hope =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright, enough of running&lt;br /&gt;my legs are like sooooooooo gonna break soon =/&lt;br /&gt;my whole body aching like hell&lt;br /&gt;grrr&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hais, alright .. gotta go now..&lt;br /&gt;bye &amp; take care ppl (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i miss rockstar. ♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1852957120846849234?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1852957120846849234/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1852957120846849234' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1852957120846849234'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1852957120846849234'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/hey_29.html' title='hey'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-8152694808281806656</id><published>2007-03-27T18:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-27T18:02:09.705+08:00</updated><title type='text'>hello</title><content type='html'>hey peeps&lt;br /&gt;hmm don't really want to talk about yesterday&lt;br /&gt;which is the 26th&lt;br /&gt;just to let you know, i love rockstar so much &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;haha.. let's move on to today..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;27th march&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm woke up at 6.05&lt;br /&gt;hurhur. quickly shower and got ready to go school&lt;br /&gt;but wait, met shuhada at yew tee mrt&lt;br /&gt;then we just went off&lt;br /&gt;reached school at 7.25&lt;br /&gt;phew in the nick of time! hehe&lt;br /&gt;so yeah.. morning assembly at parade square for lower sec&lt;br /&gt;blah blah blah&lt;br /&gt;so went up to 2nd floor..cos all of the sec 2 classes are at 2nd floor&lt;br /&gt;okay duh. heh&lt;br /&gt;HAHA SAW ROCKSTAR ALONG THE WAY &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;HE POKED ME. HURHUR&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahaa.. so reached class, received sms&lt;br /&gt;he said "haha. saw you.. u so cute la.."&lt;br /&gt;HAHA. no no, i'm not cute dear&lt;br /&gt;awww&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea, started off with maths test&lt;br /&gt;45mins=40 marks&lt;br /&gt;shit shit shit , i panicked&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. actually i managed to do most of 'em [i think]&lt;br /&gt;the last two i don't know =X&lt;br /&gt;so.. let's say.. i wasted 6 marks? around there. heh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then.. english. boring, done.&lt;br /&gt;recess+cct= as per normal always (:&lt;br /&gt;science.. finished some parts of chemistry and do CME quiz&lt;br /&gt;haha.. it was easy.. it's all about your reflactions (:&lt;br /&gt;after that, MT.. haha funny sia they all..&lt;br /&gt;celebrate that cikgu was absent.. we're happy ya noe (:&lt;br /&gt;haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright.. i gotta go.. more updates coming up xD&lt;br /&gt;take care sexaye ppl (:&lt;br /&gt;-ira(:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-8152694808281806656?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/8152694808281806656/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=8152694808281806656' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8152694808281806656'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/8152694808281806656'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/hello.html' title='hello'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-7841246655110750746</id><published>2007-03-25T15:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-25T15:42:23.067+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i love you rockstar ♥'/><title type='text'>expect the unexpected</title><content type='html'>expect the unexpected&lt;br /&gt;anything can come in to your way&lt;br /&gt;and when i say anything, means ANYTHING&lt;br /&gt;like, i can just die now&lt;br /&gt;you might never know when or where it'll happen&lt;br /&gt;just be prepared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i love you rockstar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;no matter what,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i wanna be right here by your side&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;don't ever leave me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;please continue to be by my side too&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;I &lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;LOVE YOU &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:webdings;"&gt;Y&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-7841246655110750746?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/7841246655110750746/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=7841246655110750746' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7841246655110750746'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/7841246655110750746'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/expect-unexpected.html' title='expect the unexpected'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1824186420922151190</id><published>2007-03-24T21:55:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-24T21:55:34.667+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i love you still'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>it's so sudden..&lt;br /&gt;it was shocking..&lt;br /&gt;i still love you..&lt;br /&gt;he still loves me too&lt;br /&gt;but he predict it will all end soon&lt;br /&gt;i can't take it anymore&lt;br /&gt;i had to breakdown&lt;br /&gt;cos he's my rockstar&lt;br /&gt;he's my advisor, my everything&lt;br /&gt;how can i ever let him go?&lt;br /&gt;dear, please don't leave me&lt;br /&gt;don't let it end..&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1824186420922151190?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1824186420922151190/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1824186420922151190' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1824186420922151190'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1824186420922151190'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/its-so-sudden.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-1679393372478767120</id><published>2007-03-24T21:06:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-24T21:06:52.804+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i love you ♥'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today i woke up at around 8 plus..&lt;br /&gt;bathe then went online&lt;br /&gt;i swear i saw rockstar online!&lt;br /&gt;but didn't manage to chat with him&lt;br /&gt;he went for tuition :D awww&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i quickly do my tuition homework&lt;br /&gt;while waiting for him&lt;br /&gt;bio -.-  grrr hate it =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well right now it's abut 8:45pm&lt;br /&gt;hais.. dear, i feel guilty&lt;br /&gt;u told me not to be sorry&lt;br /&gt;but i do feel..&lt;br /&gt;sigh.. i don't really wanna force u dear&lt;br /&gt;i don't wish to go against you&lt;br /&gt;but..sigh.. i'm sorry to take it away&lt;br /&gt;blame me for being selfish&lt;br /&gt;i just want your old self back&lt;br /&gt;u used to talk to me about alot of things&lt;br /&gt;i hope u understand what i meant..&lt;br /&gt;please, i want the past back =/&lt;br /&gt;i know we've not been spending time with each other like before&lt;br /&gt;yes, we're trying our best&lt;br /&gt;i understand we have our own lives to lead&lt;br /&gt;and my prepaid low..so can't msg u&lt;br /&gt;i miss those days&lt;br /&gt;most importantly, i miss you very much&lt;br /&gt;hopefully next week get to spend more time with u..&lt;br /&gt;yes only you &amp; me =]&lt;br /&gt;rockstar, move on with me please dear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira :(&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-1679393372478767120?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/1679393372478767120/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=1679393372478767120' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1679393372478767120'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/1679393372478767120'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/today-i-woke-up-at-around-8-plus.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-5180370686193435116</id><published>2007-03-23T21:13:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-23T21:13:38.428+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i still =)'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>okay..back to proper blogging..&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. had a hard time choosing which url to choose&lt;br /&gt;so in the end i chose this.. as simple as that. heh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so what happened in school today?&lt;br /&gt;well basicly i went to school with shuhada as usual&lt;br /&gt;we reached school at 7.22 exact [haha]&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. after morning assembly..&lt;br /&gt;all teachers checked on girls' skirts length&lt;br /&gt;well okay.. i didn't get caught. phewww&lt;br /&gt;i think mine was just alright.. i think i just fold abit from now on ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after that.. it was MT lesson. all of us we're hoping to watch&lt;br /&gt;'cicakman'  then suddenly.. cikgu yasmin..zzz..&lt;br /&gt;she told us to do ulasan majalah.. again!  =(&lt;br /&gt;she said once in a week must do.. grr&lt;br /&gt;so yea... no choice but to do..&lt;br /&gt;grr... no cicakman =(&lt;br /&gt;nevermind..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;english&lt;br /&gt;define it for me please. i've got one word..BORING! =/&lt;br /&gt;but hey.. 'the secrets' is interesting..&lt;br /&gt;it's a so called documentary movie&lt;br /&gt;i do believe in my own thoughts&lt;br /&gt;well.. i'm gonna write that down in my journal ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;recess&lt;br /&gt;didn't eat anything.. hungry hungry..very hungry&lt;br /&gt;xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CCT&lt;br /&gt;no mr heng, no CCT. great. =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;geography&lt;br /&gt;OH HELL YEAH MRS FONG WAS ABSENT =X&lt;br /&gt;so the whole class jumped around like monkeys when mr yap&lt;br /&gt;came in to relief.. haha.. so what if we're 'supposedly' the best class?&lt;br /&gt;we have things other classes don't have. HAHA!&lt;br /&gt;2-5 '07 rocks. hell yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DONE. DISMISS~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;manage to catch up with my rockstar.&lt;br /&gt;awww he guai kia la. haha! thanks to me xD&lt;br /&gt;went home after that..hmm.. bored&lt;br /&gt;nothing much to do.. i guess i'll just do some revision now&lt;br /&gt;while waiting for him to online.. xD&lt;br /&gt;byebye peeps&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-ira(:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-5180370686193435116?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/5180370686193435116/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=5180370686193435116' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5180370686193435116'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/5180370686193435116'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/okay.html' title=''/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005238471898347215.post-6494749286009222003</id><published>2007-03-23T18:26:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-23T18:26:49.622+08:00</updated><title type='text'>hey</title><content type='html'>hello! this ira from 2-5 rgt sec (:&lt;br /&gt;changed link bcos i can't seem to enter&lt;br /&gt;my previous blog.. which is tearyourheart-&lt;br /&gt;anyway re-link me ppl! thanks xD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6005238471898347215-6494749286009222003?l=silentsuicidal.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/feeds/6494749286009222003/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6005238471898347215&amp;postID=6494749286009222003' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6494749286009222003'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6005238471898347215/posts/default/6494749286009222003'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://silentsuicidal.blogspot.com/2007/03/hey.html' title='hey'/><author><name>irabiskot.</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
