holla people.
10 days without blogging felt like hell
i feel like there's a need to blog
because i want to spill out all my feelings here
even though i know, sadly to say, no one comes to my blog daily
as i can see it from myself, my tagboard is.. the same
if you know what i mean though..
gahh , i know my blog is not that popular
oh well, i'll just blog anyway

so yea, i'm back after 10 days
well, i should be MIA-ing for now
so this will be my last as i have to quickly prepare for MYE
hmm.. this coming thursday will be my first paper
as for a start, it will be mother tongue
happy or not? it doesn't matter
i want to get it done and over with ASAP!

gahh. my life has changed from bad to worse
yeap, that.. i've concluded.
but i do appreciate my life
oh guess what, i'm currently under the weather
sigh, but i'm fine..temperature is normal =)
will swallow some medicine
and hopefully by tomorrow i'll be fine

rahh. i wish you readers the best of luck
for your future endeavours (:
to my abg luqs, thank you for being my best abg okay?
thanks for hearing me out =))

TOMORROW IS THE DANCE FLOOR FINALS!!
I WANT EITHER PLATINUM OR FANTASTIC FOUR TO WIN!!
GAHHH

okay out.
-ira

hey hey people! thanks for viewing my blog!
continue tagging okay?
abg luqs, thanks for dropping by often! ^^
haha.. today received my medal [gold] for 4x100m!!
OH YES. IT'S KINDA NICE LA. HEH~ XD
oh, nothing much happened today.
here, my 1st test :D


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my 2nd test :D


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hoho, good luck readers (:
so far, boon, chiewy, shuhada & wen hui know me best ^^
-ira loves her rockstar :P
edited 5:36pm 18 april 2007 wednesday

hey readers :]
how's life people? haha
mine, nothing much happened
gonna get trophy tomorrow~
yay xD
but must come to school earlier,
reached by 7.10
hurhur ><
haha , alright.
readers, please, take this test please xD
i want to see who knows me best (:



Create your own Friend Test here

thank you thank you (:
-ira
7.22pm April 17th 2007 , tuesday night.

OH YA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA =DDDD

emo-ing is definately love.
hmm.. rockstar isn't there by my side
who'll be the substituition?
no one.
because can console me the way he consoles
i miss you dearest ='(
every tear that i cry , represents how much
i love you , i miss you , how precious you are to me
& how i want you to be mine

much loves,
-ira
sunday 15 april 2007 9:40pm

Labels: do not label me

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY

roar. heh, guess what
today's post is supposedly my 100th post
my previous blog, tearyourheart- has 84
this is my 16th..
so let's do abit of maths shall we xD
84+16=THE BIG 100!!
haha. okay lame.

well, yesterday was sports day [11th april]
it was a memorable event for me ;D
so yea, we ended school at 10am
so my class had PE & chemistry only
yeap. two hours to me, is not enough
i love my class okay :P
heh. so yea, met up with wenhui & the rest
at the bus stop near yew tee pri
we were like.. wow it's gonna be 2.40 xD
so yea.. we entered the stadium at around 2.50 or so
heh. i saw 2-5 peeps (:
saw him too. i was like.. gahhhh i love him okay. xD
so took my attendance, and we all went in xD yay-ness xD

sooo once after , we sang the school song [omg who sang?]
ms lo officially announced the start of sports day 2007!
so yea.. you know what.. at first i sat at resilience which is the most left side..
but right when you enter xD i saw abg luqs! haha..
apehal ngan guitar tu? tau la tu kesygan abg! haha.

so yea.. we msged each other for awhile then..
all the telematches and tug-o-war started xD
i was soooooo entertained okay! those who fall down, i pity you!
take care okay but, you people are so cute laa. haha! no offence =x
anyway, congrats to winners ;D
then had teachers relay. haha they're so cute too! congrats again!
WE'RE ALL WINNERS OKAY ;)
YAYYY~ so yea, after that 4x100m baton relay!!

first, they started out with sec 1 girls, then followed by guys
when it's the sec 2 girls' turn to run, i was like.. 'omg i need to pee'
wen hui said her heart wanna come out haha. she so cute la xD
sylvia was like.. 'come on let's do this.i'm ready'
syl, i LOVE your positive side x)
elaine said she doesn't like to lose.. i mean, who does?
so yea, that really make me wanna go all the way we practised hard,
so i don't want our efforts to go down the drain
so i was assigned to my position as the 3rd runner
my legs were shaking, i swear. then..
it started sylvia ran as fast as she could x)
at first, we were like.. 2nd or 3rd..
BUT! thanks to elaine , we got the lead when she passed to me the baton,
i ran with my full speed
aliyah from tenacity almost catched up with me,
but i ran even faster to pass the baton to wen hui
and maintain the lead
so ZOOOOM! there goes my dear wen hui she's damn fast okay,
so while she take the lead i was like..
screaming crazily together with farah aqilah from resilience team 2

yayyyy resilience team 1
maintained champion for two years , gold!
we were all like screaming our hearts out! AHHHH!!
HAHAHAHA so yea.. went up to get my towel and
drink loads of water thanks to everyone who congratulated me
i didn't really help that much..
sylvia, wen hui & elaine you guys rock on alright :)
so yea.. once all events are done, it was prize presentation time!

they announced that we'll be getting fake medals[temporary]
from previous years..
cos trophy company haven't send all the trophies
lol -.-
so yea.. when it was our turn to step up, we were like..
wahooo xD so yea.. received the medal..
ex-vice principal mrs aslinah shariff said that
'wow don't u feel tall today?' we both laughed..
i said no i'm not xD so yea..
mr tan took photo of the 4 of us.. i want the pic! =x
then after all winners received it, group photo~
then followed by house photo xD congrats to all! xD

so yea.. after that returned the medals back into the box..
can't wait to know our timing, to see if we broke the record[again]
can't wait for our trophy too! yayness xD
so yea.. after that, packed up..
saw rockstar again.. gahhh loves* he smiled at me,
obviously i smiled back then he say..
'sombong..takpe..' then i'm like.. ape? mane ade.. oiiii ayeee!
then he turned around..
seriously i can't stop smiling to your smile gahhhh
heh. so yea.. i was smiling away til i reached home..
still smiling okay! i'm addicted xP

so yea.. movin' on to today.. 12 april what happened today?
hmm.. well, first it was chemistry before that,
we settled down in our class yan hao said
congrats to elaine i heard elaine was like
'no.. it was syahirah..she persevered throughout..'
then i'm like.. huh? so yan hao congratulated thanks :)
but it should really go to wen hui , syl and elaine
i did try my very best,
but nothing can change the fact that those 3 are faster x)
so yea.. chemistry started..
mr heng went through the quiz 1 we had last week
okay farah amirah, you're such a psycho. HAHAHA!
i didn't expect to get 19/20
well maybe i did.. cos.. it was easy =x
so yea. i got top 6 in class congrats to the rest of the 5 =)
2-5, work hard okay ;D
so yea.. i chose CHOCOLATE lollipop
ohhh yes, i sooo love chocolate
hm.. blah3

we went to chemistry lab after that to do one experiment?
hmm. yea we didn't have enough time, cos class was[is] noisy
well.. as usual.. hmm.. so yea we managed to use..
the thing.. forgot what it's called =/

then had PSE lesson..
ms woo said we'll still be learning about 'temptation'
let me share it with my readers ;D
guys should respect us.. our body.. etc
girls have the right to say no
so guys have to be understanding well..
nothing much.. kinda boring =/

had recess.. ate nasi lemak! yay <3
CCT.. did my journal last minute =P
then it was time for IT lesson we continued with our
macromedia flash mx
last year was dreamweaver mx
haha.. it was soooo fun xD

then.. liyana came in to the comp lab.. she cried ='(
liyana and the rest of MCS, you guys did your best
i know you put in alot of effort
please do not look down on yourself
you guys are the best.
the judges seriously have no taste or what?
omg i'm a better judge alright!
hmph. don't worry babe, i'm here by your side :)

after that, had english.. boring okay
most of us failed eng compre i got 13/30 i could have passed!
ROAR but ms joy tay said it wasn't really a test..
so.. phew..
anyway it was last year's sec 2 mid year 2006
so now i know the standard xD
i must build up my vocabulary asap xD

SKIP! CME , the last period.
mr heng came in and announced
that we'll be having maths instead of CME , i was like..
wahoooo =P so he went through some questions
& made me understand better =P
but while he was explaining,
i was doing my tuition hmwk
heh. i already understand what he's talking about..
so i just do xD
hmmm.. yea.. first thing tomorrow..
MATHS TEST! one hour! 40 marks? not sure.
simultaneous equations.. i'm getting the hang of it..
will clarify my doubts when i have tuition later xD

and oh, tomorrow geog test too!
good luck 2-5 (:
may we strive hard together (:
so yea..
science remedial postponed to monday i was like.. ZZZZ!
okay...
i need to go for physics and biology
i failed both -.-
so hopefully chemistry will really pull up my marks (:
i seriously need to go double maths and double science la
*prays hard*
so ended at 2 plus.. it was raining.. oh gosh -.-
went to the bus stop, waited..
abg luqs walked past me i don't dare to tegur,
his face so fierce okay. no offence =x
so yea.. went to yew tee.. bought sweet talk for myself ♥
haha.. thirsty yea..
so straight away went home.. online.. saw abg luqs online..
chatted for awhile then he go offline without telling me -.-
currently chatting with shuhada ♥
& syahirah[same name] ♥
while listening to music..
& i miss my rockstar. the end. sorry .. longggg post

i'm not alone, even when we're apart, i feel you ♥
no i can't unlove you {04.02.07}

thursday 4:17 pm 12 april 2007
-ira(:

so this is how it started it out for today..
hmm.. reached school like normal
didn't see liyana there
i forgot.. she's preparing for SYF.
haha. terlupe la. sorry eh
anyway, bring back gold with honour please xD
hehe. kau kene blanje aku lepas dpt tu xP
AHEM! haha

so after i left my bag at my class @ parade square
wanted to work around..
so i ajak shuhada to go toilet with me
okay, i swear we both saw rockstar
at the canteen. can recognise his red crumpler bag
from far. oh yes, i miss him alright.
which girlfriend doesn't miss her beloved boyfriend?
so yea, i sms him saying sorry about ________
and mentioned that i saw him
he didn't reply.. wokayyyy so i waited
& waited & waited.

hmm.. alright. since he's busy, i shall not disturb
but i just want him to know how i feel
dear, i hope you even have the time to read my blog now
you don't know how good it feels whenever i see you around
but atleast reply my sms?
anyway i'm just blogging it all out so that he knows
how i feel. for those of you who have NEGATIVE
comments, keep it to yourself. i don't need it

had home econs for first two periods
okay.. so i was fucked up with the computer
oh, we went to comp lab to downloaf our coursework
for practical exam.. which is coming soon
within the two hours, i was like.. ARGH!!!
whatever.
and! thanks esther for sending it to me through email
cheers. xD

RECESS! like phew, finally
alaaa, farah farah. kau nye beg ade bnyk batu la!
HAHAHA. tkle masok buku2 kau lagi
habes la aku nk kene bwk bnyk barang xP
anyway. thanks verna for the help
roarrrrr

so i sms shuhada asking where she is
she replied saying that she helped cikgu vanitha
on the coupon thingy.. aww.. so cute.. ahaa <3
[i may seem like in a happy mood.. but no, not in that mood]
i'm missing rockstar like mad.

hmm.. so after that..
reading period.. while mr heng was not yet in class
i quickly do abit of maths [it really gives me a hell load of stress]
then uh oh, he reached already
so yea, read LIFE & Digital Life
cool new gadgets xD

hmm.. after that.. had science
so it was chemistry
still mr heng ..
so yea, today learnt more about atoms and ions
oh cool, experiment comin' up xD
excited la! haha
so yea.. i think tomorrow learn about isotopes
chemistry is the best xD
biology sucks, to me it is
physics it's just alright.

i love you so much
i miss you so much
i hope someday.. everything will get back to normal
me & you.. just like the olden days..
i miss my angel who brighten up my life last time ='(
you are my pillar of strength
without you, i'll feel weak
eventually.. slowly.. i'll take my leave
i need you now & forever
{040207} i shall never forget
you've been the best dear
i hope i've been the best for you..
if not, i apologise
right now.. let's just concentrate on MYE
if you want, we can talk things out someday
rockstar is my addiction.
nothing can desribe this feeling
if you were ever to leave me one day,
i am not able to live =(
can't bear to love someone else
it's just you, ♥
don't ever leave me.


THIS IS TO MY BEST ABG (:
CHEER UP OKAY. DON'T GIVE UP IN LIFE BECAUSE OF ALL THE SHITS HAPPENING
IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU, I WOULD HAVE BEEN LOST OKAY
THANKS :)

TO SHUHADA (:
AWW. I LOVE YOU BABE.. THANKS ALOT FOR EVERYTHING.

TO THE REST,
THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE :)
THANK YOU.. WEN HUI, LIYANA, ARINIE, LISA, SYLVIA, MUNIRAH, VERNA, HOCK HUEY.. YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE.. ESPECIALLY TODAY ^^

2-5 '07
I EFFING LOVE YOU.

ALL THIS FROM,
Y
-SYA(: {{#15

alright. gotta go eat late dinner. catch ya later
sorry .. long post.
alright , bye. take care sexy people <3
9.31 pm , tuesday night , 10 april 2007

hmm.. well , i received new timetable for week b again
not again! grr
received mid year exams timetable
hmm.. first paper is mother tongue on the 3rd of may
haiya! mt first again.
last paper on 17th .. which is art.. again last -.-
but yea on the 18th is marking day..
SO NO SCHOOL. WAHOOO CAN REST xD

and yea, i really need to buck up right now
the subjects i need to pull up are: english , science , mt[omg]
and lit!
the rest.. maintain =] or higher.. that's better xD
hmm.. yea. IJA say i must believe in myself that i can =))
yes, i will. hurhur. thank you IJA =)
i need my confidence to boost, and more motivation

yesyes. 3-8 is where i shall go to next year
in fact, IT'S A MUST! wahaha xD
must go beat the bro of mine >=)
*evil laughters*

alright then..nothing much la..
just giving a quick update
ohhhhh. i'm tired x)

-ira(:
i miss rockstar ♥
yes i still think about him
still loving him
nevermind, let's wait til exams are over
love,
your star girl; 040207

Monday 9 April 2007 , 8.18pm

WENHUI DEAR :D
iloveyou la <3
hehe

yes, i am back to my oldself
gonna lead back to my old life
ahhh.. those days are the best
2005 & 2006 are my most beloved years ever
this year.. not so =/
hmm.. now.. i've decided to just stick with to rock music
oh hell yeah. rock on.
bands like unwritten law, silverstein and nickelback
are LOVE <3
three days grace, new found glory, linkin park, lostprophets
and rise against are what i recommend <3
if you want more recommendations personally faved by me,
then ask me ;D
haha. seriously, i'm in love with saosin!
from first to last definately
i finished downloading a few songs..
omg i didn't realise i exceed 370 songs!
there'll be more coming. haha!
gahhh matchbook romance <3
okay. so today's entry is all about my songs recommendations
hope u guys like 'em x)
haha.

awwwww. dear take care okay?
how i wish i'm the one that's sick x(
roar. i'll be worried, no worries. hehe
loves*

-ira(:
3.33pm 6 april 2007, friday

today started with a good mood
i was damn happy to go to school today
despite my muscle ache
was thinking about my rockstar all the time
i understand that he's busy and all that
and yea, i miss him okay
happy 2 mths dear

damn excited to see him.
then today started off with art
well, i didn't bring it =X
i haven't do. heh so later wanna hurry do xD
hmm.. we can't have art at the art room
'cause mdm fazelah wanted to use it
hmph how selfish!
skip skip skip

after that, mt! cikgu tk dtg lagi xD yay.heh
so bla3.. sms rockstar actually..
then.. hais.. he really killed me with his words
i cried on the way back to class
and also going down for recess
sigh.. alright skipped

he apologised, i accepted it
but when i say sorry, he say save it for later
that killed me , you don't know how it feels
he apologised for that..
and then we're okay already..
next..

chem test.. it was okay.
alright skip to lit
HMM.. i think it was just alright
feeling very moody
ended at 2pm.. got back math test
2-5 must jiayou for everything okay
btw, i scored 27.5/40
bad bad.. i know.. hais.. i'm disappointed
i was expecting 30+ okay
that's it for now.

this comes from the bottom of my heart
& i apologise if it's offensive
dear, why is it that i always have to be the one compromising?
is everything my fault?
here i am loving & missing u like mad
i waited for u for 1 and half hour
missed 3 bus just to wait for u
cos i'm doing it for u
i sacrifised alot.
so it looks like i'm a jinx ='(
dear. why must show your attitude to me?
if you really love me, why treat me this way?
dear, after all this.. i still can't stop lovin' u
nothing is able to stop it
i want your oldself back
where's my angel when i need him?
i seriously miss you
dear, if this doesn't make u regret..
then.. i'm sorry.. there's nothing else i can do
listen, this is my honest ever.. came from the bottom of my heart
i still love you no matter what
even if u choose to hate me.. :(
everyday i think about u..
u are really stuck in my head all the time
dear.. u really killed me with your words
u dont know how shattered i am
i miss you-
dear, i know i'm not the best in the world
but i hope u can appreciate the way i am
and i'm trying very hard to be a better person
and u should too
loves*

i miss your voice
i miss your accent
i miss your laugh
i miss everything about you

i love you rockstar ♥
happy 2 mnths. may we last longer

sorry chiew tong
i see when i have the mood kay?
sorry babe
love ya mei <3

today in school was alright
i came with a bandaged thigh on the left leg
my left leg is really really in pain okay
my right is normal, very normal
right now, i think the pain is getting.. worse
so when i reached school, can't sit on the floor
so sat on the chair
thanks everyone for helping me along the way :)

i don't wanna go to details about today
lessons were alright.
changed sitting arrangement
tomorrow then we'll know who we're sitting with
i don't mind sitting with anyone
maybe except for you-know-who [girl]
and you-know-who [guy]
i mean.. who wants to sit with them?
2-5, tell me.
i'll tell you guys who i meant la.. tomorrow haha

alright. i thought got cca today
so i wanted to go shop to buy food..
then while i was walking down slowly from stairs to canteen..
I SAW ROCKSTAR! I SWEAR IT'S HIM
CAN RECOGNISE HIS BAG AND HIS HAIR!! <3
yes dear. i called out for you.
i even tried catching up with you despite my injured leg
in the end i think u didn't notice me
that was the first time i saw him since last friday
you don't know how much i miss you everyday ♥
oh ya, he turned around.. manage to see his face!! haha

so yea.. after eating.. etc.
went up to 3rd lvl.. found out no CCA for lower sec
as they're practising for sajak competition
you can do it seniors (:
shuhada & i decided to go lot one! haha
& i used up my $5 popular voucher. yes! haha
oh shuhada. thank you so much girl. i love you
not forgetting liyana <3 i'm always here kay.
even if i have to go.. & leave this world..
do not be afraid.. as i will still be by your side
what the fuck am i talking about?

i realised that nowadays i've been having cramps at my both legs
don't tell me sooner or later i can't walk anymore?
or i have to amputate? oh no. please don't let that happen
i need my legs to live! no legs means no life for me
just now, when i reached home..
my right foot was paralysed. i was in pain okay!
i cried out for my maid!!
and i called out for dearest rockstar too [i miss you badly]
thank god my maid massage [painful]
and i was finally able to move it
phew. my heartbeat was like so damn fast okay

alright sexy people. i gotta go now.. another 'session'
for massage. heh. bye <3

ahh yes. tmr's the 4th. happy 2 months dear
loves* & misses* from me, star girl (:
i hope to bump into you tomorrow
there's still something i [u]promised[/u] to give you
especially on the 4th (:

i miss.. the way you talk
i miss.. the way you crap
i miss.. the way you are
i miss.. the way you laugh
i miss.. the way you make me feel like a natural woman[errr..]
i miss.. the way you console
i miss.. the way you advice
i miss.. your presence
i miss.. your love
i miss.. everything about you
i miss.. YOU! x)
that is for you dear.
omg i can't wait for thursday.
i hope it'll be a fine day

-ira
9.10pm tuesday 3rd april 07

haha. i'll blog about what happened just now tomorrow
SERIOUSLY IT WAS FUN OKAY
ahaa. i'm part of the bananas
BA is lewis[di di]
NA is ben[kor] & chiewy[mei mei]
S is me xD
HAHAHA.. GO US =D
pics will be uploaded tomorrow =)
hopefully. now gotta go massage my leg..
btw my muscle at my thigh is UNBEARABLE PAIN OKAY


rockstar&hearts; are u willing to carry me to the end?
aww. i miss u damn badly
love u ♥

weekends.
don't even ask me about it
i mean, what else can i say?
other than.. BORING!
seriously, i can't help thinking and worrying about
that dearest rockstar of mine
he's damn precious okay
please reply my sms..? please?
go online? i've been waiting.. still waiting..
i hope tomorrow i'm able to see you <3
to say that i miss you, say that i love you
i still love you ♥

hmm.. i need to see the sec 3 combinations for next year
then i'm able to aim for which i want..
i better make a wise choice
and will start studying now..
mid year exams[and also finals] give me the creeps
I WANNA GO ACHIEVERS TEA!
but i'm afraid of going up the stage to receive the certificate
okay ira, you're such a coward
but still, must work hard ;D

i only have two distinctions..A1 and A2[maths and geog]
sheesh. it's not enough
i soooo need to buck up on my english
[so that i'll do better for lit as well]
being in the BEST english class isn't my type
but 2-5, i love you :P

science science science..
fine, i got F9 for the first term
now aiming for atleast a pass
maybe c5?
oh god.. help me

i MUST go to a double maths & double sci class
criteria? A2 for maths
double pure sciences i don't know
but i know in order to go TRIPLE science
is a minimum of 68 =)
seriously, i'm so out of that category
i need a miracle. quick.

i love you rockstar. i still do
if you see this, i wanna book you on wednesday please
heh. and! gimme a msg or something?
I MISS YOU! badly.