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Welcome, stranger. Let me entertain you with my nonsense. Hope you like 'em. & please tag before you leave. thank you (:
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last updated, o9 Jan o8 (: %My Biodata%



syahirah
turning one year older
on every 14 august (:
unavailable.
for the moment.
regent secondary
1-5 '06
2-5 '07
3-9 '08
used to be from de la salle school
and yung an primary

my heart won't let you go,
i miss you.
%My Loves%


Lovely Girlfriends,♥
syahirah}
ct khaliesah}
liyana}
nadia}
nabilah}

Habbos,♥
aisyah} [eyeshahh]
alesha} [delusion-]
dalph} [xRETARD,]
darence} [junhao.]
deanne} [-xoxo]
eleen} [sotong15]
elenia} [-GJY-]
firah} [sheila95]
fiz} [fizZay]
hidayat} [quikfreak]
husna} [mooshicake.]
jermin} [jerz]
kellie} [mikato]
lina} [lilianalexa]
luqman} [-dismental-]
meera} [mee-ra]
reyna} [-hilary]
rina} [xkrumel]
roycelyn} [orangesoda-]
rusydi} [katzuki]
selena} [.::winter::]
sue} [BEEs.]
syarah} [niceperson]
wanehh} [wanehh]
xin ni} [watchamacallit]
yannie} [-yan-me-]
zakir} [zackpunkerz]

Relatives,♥
kak ikah}
nadia}
aunt lin}

2-5 '07,♥
TWO-FIVE '07}
boon}
caryn}
chiewy}
christabel}
debbie}
esther}
farah}
herman}
hock huey}
javan}
jelyn}
jie xin}
joanna}
lewis}
qiu li}
racheal}
sylvia}
yan hao}

Ex-lasallians,♥
seniors & juniors (:
cheryl}
huda}
dellysda}
diana}
dahlia}
diyanah}
eileen}
emilia}
hafizah}
hazim}
le ying}
li ting}
may-en}
michelle t}
mindy}
nadia}
priscilla}
shawn}
si ying}
wei qin}
yanling}

Regenites,♥
seniors & juniors (:
abg luqs}
afif}
afiqah PANJANG}
aishah}
cheryl}
eeka}
fareza}
fatin}
fauzi}
geraldine}
hamizah}
iris}
kak feeza}
ming tak}
syafizah}
syiqin}
wenhui}
Yanling}
yuinping}
zahirah}
zhilin}
zihui}

Others,♥
atikah}
diana
elna}
greggi}
hafizah}
hira}
kak izan}
najiha}
nita}
parveen}
wendy cheng} xiaxue
zan}
zeema}

%Your Say%



%2008 Resolutions%


my hp bill
freedom
go out with girlfies (:
go out with 2/5 '07 (:
better results for sec 3
go out with cousins ♥
learn backstroke
everlasting love.

%Credits%

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30 July 2007

some parts of O-Town's All Or Nothing song..

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

okay done. not full song.
sigh.. it totally describes me alot..
i'm OFFICIALLY, declaring myself.. single from today onwards =)
will be available soon. LOL
but not now.. need time to heal :D
wanna thank esther, jo, elaine for cheering me up. u guys rock :D
i'm the stone. haha

syahirah's pov [point of view]
i'm really sick and tired of all this nonsense
i hate love. i'm sure love hates me as well
why must i be the one getting hurt?
i give up. ):
end.


Signing Off At Monday, July 30, 2007

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24 July 2007

have you ever spare a thought for me?
i love you so much, yet you still do this to me.
seems like you don't care about me?
hold on, i care about you , ya know!
and you are the one that wanted to get close to me.
not me. okay?
what is this?
show me that you care.
sometimes i think that you don't bother at all.
why? why must you torture me? ):
i give up.



that's it syahirah. forget about those unhappy moments
now, lets just be happy okay?
yea right.
hmm, i just want an everlasting relationship with him.
can i don't lose you?
it will be even worse if that happens.
im tired of my life.
someone save me please.

-ira


Signing Off At Tuesday, July 24, 2007

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22 July 2007

today, let some lyrics do all the talking.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel..

& that's just how i feel right now.
thank you.
i dont know why. but i feel so hurt x(

-ira


Signing Off At Sunday, July 22, 2007

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21 July 2007

boo hoo.
all guys are the same, they have something in common
what is that?
they only know how to hurt girls.
and they're extremely GOOD at it.
well, thanks alot for hurting me.
THANKS! :'(
is it really hard not to do that?
can't guys just control themselves?
what's the problem?
BULLSHIT LAH!
i don't think i can trust anyone anymore..
i'm crying now, feel so sad and angry..
is there someone out there that will not hurt me at all?
i thought that i will not be hurt again,
after what happened for the past 6 months
but i was wrong.
time and again, i keep on getting hurt
have you noticed how many times i use the word 'hurt'?
UGHHHHH. >=(
tell me what to do now ;(

{sesuatu janji yang belum melunaskan..}

i've had enough of heartbreaks already.
give me a break okay? please.


Signing Off At Saturday, July 21, 2007

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19 July 2007

for wenhui's sake :D
i'm actually updating after a long time.
haha. i'm such a lazy bump
anyway, ALOT has happened.

first, hock huey is addicted to nehneh
HAHA! xD
second, i dont love ____ anymore.
it's not working alright.
third, HE has been very good to me.
& I'll cherish that :]
fourth, other than misery, i had alot of fun during class xD
ESPECIALLY D&T LESSONS!
hahaha.. the switch the switch! xD
fifth, i should be contented with what i have now. =]
sixth, my dad just bought me a pair of new sport shoes
guess what? NEW BALANCE XD
i think cost around $40+?
thanks dad :D

wah. my first birthday present! so happy la :D
sigh, i'm sick now. flu, sorethroat, abit of fever..
zzzzzz...
i can only blame myself. oh well

anyway, i gotta go now. bye =]
-ira


Signing Off At Thursday, July 19, 2007

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11 July 2007

hello (:
life is so-so i guess..
okay so, the sec 3 subject combinations for 2008 TOTALLY SUCKS
what the hell? i want double pure with A maths!
only combined sci with a maths was being offered =(
only 3-9 has that course.. but no way i'm going there man..
somehow i have a vision that if i go 3-9, i wont be happy there..
THEREFORE I WANT 3-8! double pure please?
i think i'm aiming for poly. even though i do have a chance to go JC..
well anyway, i'll just go wherever fate wants me to go to :D

I LOVE SWIMMING ♥
trust me, i never really had swimming lessons before,
and i didnt know its totally awesome!
still in the process of learning freestyle though..
i want to improve on breaststroke (:
haha, okay. i think that's enough for now. save it for later
IT'S LYRICS TIME!!

JESSE MCCARTNEY - JUST SO YOU KNOW
I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here..
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

done :D
-ira
11 july 07 4:10pm


Signing Off At Wednesday, July 11, 2007

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06 July 2007

this is my definition of A TRUE FRIEND
song by miley cyrus/hannah montana

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]


i miss all of my old friends ♥
i love all the ex-lasallians lah :D
i love michelle and wenhui for being by my side.
thank you ^^

-ira


Signing Off At Friday, July 06, 2007

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